HELL YEAH!
I FINISHED!
I FINISHED A STORY THAT WASN'T A TWO-SHOT!
THIS DAY SHALL BE RECORDED IN HISTORY!
THIS IS- *passes out*
yeah, im THAT tired, xDD!
xD, you probably will be
ill give you my secret to being a first subscriber, xD!
anyways...
ugh, i really wanna finish it, but meh computer is about to die, & i think meh rents are awake.... crap...
xD, yeah...
NOO!
you came 5 minutes too late!
but ill keep that for a future dare
xD!
cause im writing a sequel and such forth... you only have like... one chapter i think... maybe two
then this one is done
& then ill feel accomplished
cause ill actually have finished something!
YAY!
=D
ive never finished anything but one, two, or three shots before... im sooo excited!
=D
OH EM GEE!
WE HAVE THE SAME PROFILE!
xD, i didn't notice... i was like; this matches meh new profile pic, so ima use it!
darn...
xD, you want me to change mine, or is it ok?
and, since you are such a loyal reader, what should frankie's/gerard's dare be?
xD, idk... I'm no good at dares when it comes to truth and dare...
i have a naturally abusive nature... that's kinda where my song 'abuse' came into play... i don't like being abusive. I used to hit people because they called me names. I would beat the pulp out of someone if they looked at me wrong. I was screwed up in the head.
Ive been on meds for seven months. The suicidal urges have stopped, my abusive patterns have stopped, and I can think rationally and be hyper or pissed at the same time. I couldn't hold an emotion and think at the same time
my friends have noticed, and they're all thankful for it. I never hit them, but i was constantly arguing and pissing them off. now im calmer, i can write better, think better...
hell, my life is SO much better
im actually living !
HELL YEAH!
=D
xD, same here...
bored & excited, & tired, & lots of stuff... it's weird...
ive been off meh meds all day, so im uberly psycho today, i think... idk... i have a slight chemical imbalence, and i get REALLy moody...
xD, but i think im doig OK
meh step-mom gave me meh meds tonight, but they'll take 12 hours to kick in, unfortunately...
=(
XD, did I ever add you to meh friends?
If not, I'm doing so now.
And I'll update Never Coming Home more than Loveless anyways, XD, because of people like you who comment & make me feel loved!
And I'll try to update tonight, XD, just cause you're cool, XD!
yeah, i did second chappy too
have fun!
xD