Kids in school..and then when I had to go to play rehersal after..one of the little kids thought I was pregnant..and then you guys wonder why I think I'm so fat..
Yeah, the caffeine was just...not a good idea at all. >< Normally caffeine is fine with me because normally the anxiety is not a 'round-the-clock thing, but the last few days it has been...it's starting to die down now, a little.
Yeah, I had issues with depression a few years ago, and had panic attacks about four times a week. I almost had one at work last month, just because there was a lot going on. =/ I...don't like them. You're probably right, getting it taken care of before I get back to where I was before would probably be a good idea. It just scares the hell out of me.
Thanks again for your help/advice. Especially the breathing technique--I'll keep it in mind next time I start to feel panicky. I really appreciate everything. =)
Thanks so much for the comment on my journal post about anxiety - it's actually probably the most helpful journal comment I've ever received.
I'll probably be making an appointment for counseling on campus. I've had that recommended to me by a couple people and I've heard it's pretty useful. I have this habit of blaming my anxiety/stress issues on just, "Oh, I'm PMSing right now, I'll be fine next week" or "Oh, I just have a lot going on right now, once it all dies down I'll be fine, so there's no need to talk to anyone" but...I think I should probably talk to someone.
The idea just scares me a little because I'm quite content believing I'm just temporarily stressed, or high strung or something, and it scares me that I might find out there's actually something wrong with me, y'know? But I guess it's better to find out and resolve the issue than go on ignoring it...
Anyway, sorry for all the rambling. I'm kind of out of it today. Too much caffeine. (Doesn't help anxiety. =/ That was stupid.) Anyway, point is, I really do appreciate your help and advice and wanted to let you know that. =)
Definitely.
Please PM me a description of what you want, along with pictures if you have them. The more details you include, the easier it is for me to make something you'll like.
*shrugs*
I don't think so.
It was some other chick.
Besides, your spelling and grammar are much better than hers.
Annnnd she was like...16...
>.>
Just familiar faces is all.
Yeah but I don't think she wants people to know becuase they will harrass her again..so shh. Otherwise she might leave that too... And I don't think my voice is that pretty..
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=115716208485137 You may have to add me to hear it. It's a song I wrote for a play I'm writing. :) It's not done though..
Thanks. :) It's hard for me yeah. I can't read music either. :) ! I sing. I can give a link to one of my songs if you like. Not very good though..
Yeah it is horrible but there's nothing I can do about it..
Huh mental disorders and addictions. Interesting. I could be like your little science expirement or something since both of those kinda classify as me.
Everyone always says I'm so pretty but I don't believe them.. :(
The arts are my life. Theater, dance, art, writing, and especially music. I play piano hours and hours a day. 5 hours on weekends. I don't take lessons. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfsgXJQ0ebU That's the song I'm learning right now. I'm writing 6 songs right now. One a mix of other songs I learned. ballade pour adeline being one of them. And the others are either lyrical or piano. I also play trumpet and sing. I won the final round of piano idol and got to play in a concert in front of almost a thousand people with three other kids. :) umm I'm deaf and people make fun of me for that. People always say I'm a vampire. I'm cold, hard, pale, and..my skin shimmers in the sun. Yeah. But there's a scientific explaination for that. Umm I make the honor roll in school.. Got all high 90s on my final exams last year..above college reading level..and...uhhhmmm... I have a british accent that randomly pops up when I;m not trying to. :D I think that's it.. oh and my faovrite colors are deep ones like royal blue indigo and black. And ice blue. :) Now you!
-blushes- No I'm not. hmmm are you my twin?? You have my name, my insecurities, helping others and forgetting yourself. OMG!! -runs up and hugs- My twin :D
No problem. :) I like helping out people..but this is better. I spend so much time trying to help other people and I'm just getting worse and worse. but with this it will help both of us. And you won't have to do it alone. :) But seriously I don't get why you're self concious about your weight. You're gorgeous. :)