I have been writing alot of stories and letters about my life, and things ive been through the past 17 years. I want ppl to know who i was if i ever get hit by a truck or anything. i have many secrets, and have learnt many lessons through my experiences that i dont want to be wasted or something, i dont know, i have this strange idea in my head. but i feel like i have to write everything down, so...

Im sitting there telling myself.. ' i hope i dont see him... i hope he doesnt come over.. he is so annoying, i am soo not over what he did to me'But its all lies, lying to myself... trying to trick my thoughts.. is that even possible? not sure but i was secretly hoping he comes over.. i miss him when he doesnt ring.. i wonder what hes thinking..i really dont want to make him hate me, but its the...

hey precioussorry i been so distant since like graduation, things have been full on and ive hardly been home.leavers week was amazing, i went every single day n night, n loved itbob came twice, but i told him not to bother again, because he was giving me the shits big time. i hookd up in his face and he stood and watched for like 20mins. like 30 cms away. get the hint boy! we couldnt get away. i...

I think about him a lot, though I know he’s not mine to think about. Doesn’t really seem fair does it? I say that he has to choose, and that he cant have both of us, but he has had both of us the last 6 months. And I didn’t mind, its just I got a taste of having him to myself, and it was cool.. things are never going to be the same now. Im scared about tonight. I don’t want to look like...

so it started out just fun.. until his gf found out.. first wrong move... but then she was out of the picture and things were different.he stared at me alot, told me i was beautiful and tucked my hair behind my ears, he held me while i was sleeping, and bought me lil presents like chocolate.. and told me i was special and that i make him a better person.it was only suposed 2 be fun.. but now i...