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yeah i used to be able to play liek...three songs. lol. and that's it. i sucked. and i'm not all that great at drawing, but i still do it anyway. I'm much better at writing. (:

Thank you, (:

dude... you're like
15? and you watch
porn..

i tried to learn guitar. i wasnt very good at it. so mostly i write when im angry or sad. whether it be one of my stories or poetry. and i draw sometimes, too.

same, man. i have a research paper due tomorrow, so like after every paragraph i go into the bathroom and smoke a cig. and yeah, i know people are and that, too makes me sad. because i dont want ANYONE to feel what i'm feeling, not even my enemies.

haha well. to each
their own, right? but
things will def heat up.
i think i like building
sexual tension more than
the actual sexual part itself
lol.

Hell yus, it is.
Nice tah meetcha and shit.
Eh, not much. Should be sleeping; school tomorrow. But whatever. xD

did you read it? (its fine if you didnt, i was just wondering.)
and yeah, it does suck. it sucks a lot. but that's just life i guess, well. thats how it for me at least.

yeah. but, y'know.
maybe one day. not
soon though.
and the other story
isn't quite as...openly
gay as the other one.
but i promise, it will be.
i just try and be subtle.
i hate raunchy smut in
like the first chapters.
i just hate smut in gen.

thanks for the comment.
i think it's just going to
be a one-shot though. i
do have another actual
story though that i will
be continuing. if you'd
like to check it out.

it's called Camp Boulder.

Thanks for commenting on my poem :)

haha same.
Just shit.

My profile blue (:

yeah, we really were.still are, actually.
yeah, it was suicide. i don't really like talking about it, but if you look under my stories i wrote about it in my memoir, Maybe Memories. it's a chapter called Lisa( the final one) if you want to learn more about it.

she...well, there will NEVER be anyone i meet in life that will have the same effect on me as she did. she is the greatest friend i'll ever have. and no one will ever compare to her. and yeah, its the only time i can write.

Ugh, I know right. D:
Oh, I'm Courtney btw. :3
What's up?

yeah i can only ever write really depressing or very angry poems. because honestly the only times i can write are when i'm feeling those ways. And when i think about Lisa i get extremly sad because she is gone. but i get made at the same time because of how she choose to die. but anyway, that's not important. It's just a good thing i have writing to express myself now when i get like that.

and no problem, it really was good writing.

Hey Thanks for the comment on my poem :)
Meant a lot.

*wanna talk?*

ahah how r yuh hunn?

Hahaha oh Dee, and thank you I love this shade of blue.

Thanks again.