Haha, I'm sorry you want to blow up the whole entire state of NJ because of me! :/ Nice to meet ya Mikhail, I'm Courtney. Haha, I'd give you a lollipop, but no one's forcing you to do this. How are you? :)
If anyone deserves to be happy, it's Paige, and I'm positive you know that. I love her and I'd never dream of hurting her, so don't worry. No point in hating :)
I am sorry this has been dragging on for so long..your truly an amazing person inside and out..your more than beautiful enough. And I love everything about you..you know me better than I know myself..which is scary. But you are the most intelligent hardworking teenage girl I know..and I am blessed to have had such an amazing year with you..I am so sorry I cheated on you with Taylor last summer:/ and I..I would take that back in a heart beat..you helped me discover myself and find my God. And words can never thank you enough..I love you Mikhail. I truly do. And always will. thankyou..for everything..and I am sorry we are no longer together..but life is unwritten..only God knows the future. And I really hope you can remain my friend..because I can't do this without you..yes I am with Courtney. But this is where God placed me. And I know you don't understand why I am chosing her..why she is my focus. And you wont ever understand..Courtney..she needs me..and I know you do also. Just know I don't want to lose you..and I am so sorry that I have hurt you. I love you. And...imma just..go now..I am sorry:/
I don't want to hurt anymore..I am sorry I always hurt you. But this is where I want to be. This is my choice. Courtney..yes. I want to be with Courtney. And I am sorry this is so hard..I want to be your friend. But in all reality. Its up to you..I wont fight whatever you decide..because YOU have to decide..
Only two months.. but.. there was just something different about him. And I cared about him a lot for someone I had only known for two months. I know it probably seems silly.
Well that sound fun lol im going to see the hangover tonight [: soo excited. yeah i get the not wanting to be alone thing. my boyfriend broke up with me last night.. after my brother caught him hanging with his ex, making the third time he's done that... blah.. so i dont want to be alone either lol
Your poem comment means alot to me..its okay..you got scared. I understand. Thank you for coming back to rescue me and claim your best friend again! I am glad we can talk again.
Thank you!:) I seriously was like..okay the boys can use me to imagine there little perverted fantasies and freaking pretty much rape me. But the poor sucker doesn't realize I used him for my own twisted game.:)