Aaaah, niice. We can drop a language becuase that is considered an elective so this year I have honors english, U.S. History 2, Chemistry, integrated geometry, and gym for only half a year. Then as electives I have general psychology, criminology, and creative writing for half a year.
If university is high school then yes I am. Have you started school yet? My first day was Monday.
She's better, 'cause she's home now and stuff, and that was really important to me and my moods. So I'm okay, I guess? I'm easily upset-able right now, but I'm okay.
How are you, darling?
OOOh, That sucks. Yeah, but thankfully I don't go to school in the same school she teaches at anymore. She's at our middle school. Ugh, speaking of school, my first day is tomorrow. Ewe. Really not looking forward to it. Do you get to take like electives? What ones are you taking?
Yeah, it sucks.
No, I'm not really okay. My girlfriend and I fought, a really nasty fight, and that just... hurt. And then we make up, she disappears for a day, then the next day tells me she's in the hospital. And she tried to OD. And it was just like... I felt so horrible. It was all this pressure that just suddenly exploded. And I felt like I'd lost, after. Against... the world, I guess? And then it was just like... "They won."
But I just like... crawled up from the ashes and I'm ready to live again. I'm relapsing into depression, I think, and I'm just trying to only focus on my girlfriend at the moment, to get away from everything, and my mom is mad about me talking to her so much, which just sucks.
Whoa. Sorry for the rant. *tugs collar* I needed to get all of that out, though.
It's just that my stepmom is pregnant. And... we don't have a lot of money over there. And I just realized how much money a baby is. We don't have the space nor the money for a baby.
Plus I'm all PMSy so I've been a superbitch to my poor girlfriend. *sobs* I am so lucky to have her.
And then every second I'm not mad or being bitchy, I'm half-sobbing at the most ridiculous things. Gah.
Sorry for complaining. Grr. I have to suck it up.
Haha, it was pretty fun. Thanks, I'm hoping that it turns out the way I'm imagining it will. Crossing fingers. Ooh, how did you maybe sprain your finger? When I was in eigth grade, my partner in gym threw a basketball to me, and I jammed it really hard and my gym teacher refused to let me leave. Haha.
I'm not ready for my last week of freedom. My cousin just left like an hour ago and she spent the night. Tomorrow I'm getting my hair dyed black and purple :) Haha, fun way to end summer. What are you up to? I havn't been on in a while.
haha let me tell you a little secret.... My team, TTLR, it is a very weak team. We barely win, we're very small, and our boats aren't the best. When we go to Regattas they're usually small scale ones with only some West-coast teams, and even those we don't tend to win or place in. We go to regionals which is held in sacramento California every year during the spring but even if there were scouts there they wouldn't be looking at us, we usually lose pretty badly at regionals. The farthest my has ever traveled to a race, while I was on the team, would be texas and I didn't even go to that. So when I googles the CSSRA i kinda laughed because never in my life time would my team ever be able to compete there.
My coaches want to take us to all these high stake regattas, but to be honest, i don't to go. Because our team is so small and so weak compared to everyone else we tend to have low confidence. I've never won a race, but I'm the strongest Jr. Girl rower in Arizona. (it tells you something, lol)
Rowing can make your priorities all screwed up, I can understand that. I already tend to flake on a lot of homework because of rowing.
uhh... Do you have FaceBook?
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=663087494
If by University you mean college. Then yes, yes I plan on doing just that. I want to go to alot of colleges on the east coast (Newyork, Maine, Rhode Island, ect) And then some colleges in the mid west (Oklahoma, Kansas, Arkansas ect)
I really want to get a scholarship for rowing, because if I dont then I won't be able to pay for an out of state college.
I've heard that Canada has some amazing rowing coaches in college. Are you rowing in College?
DOOD I'M LIKE OBSESSED WITH THEM.
They're so amazing.
Your writing is good. It's different and I like it. :)
I started a writing contest... if you want to you can join...
It's not a very original idea because it's my first... and it would make me happy if you joined...
If university is high school then yes I am. Have you started school yet? My first day was Monday.