Ohmyfuckinggodddd.
So I'm sitting here at my mommy's workk on Thanksgiving, chillin on her phone, bored as hell, and I read through those comments on my pictures that always used to give me such butterflies. Then I realize, I never told you how much I liked you. We didn't even talk a whole lot and you still had me almost crazy about you...Almost.
There was always that slap-in-the-face reminder that you were with that lovely Mikayla, IN love with her. Damn, I never had a chance with you. Never will.
God, I fucking miss you. A part of me is almost glad we never talk anymore, cause if we did, I'd NEVER have the balls to say this. And I'm pretty ball-y. So, just know that you're amazing and and sort of an angel and I miss you a hella lot.
Happy 12 minutes late thanksgiving, my love.
Hey Ryan! :) It's Cearaaa! LaLaLaLa; I don't really know why I'm writing.. but, I got on Hannah's account so that I could read some of the stories, since I don't have this thing.. hahaha. So I thought I'd say hiii! Alright! Well, I'm gonna go now.. ahaha! Bye! :D
You should kick his ass, pretty please[: & Idunno, him and his sister like calling me a whoreee.
One of my best friends, Jacqueline/Jac.
You're not mean, you're right! (:
No. Not me. I'm the UNDERDOGGGG! :D
& sweetie, I'm working on it(:
Pweeease! Grrr, there better be no mibba creeps on your page, so, in hope that there's not, I'm 302 388 5781 (:
Yeah, it does. I still do love him, of course. Just, differently.
Hehe yeeaaahh, he should be insane over her :D
Ooooh Jesus. I flipped a bitch on her one day. Like, a BIIITCH. She was upsetting one of my reaaaally good friends.
Sighhh. She's not a whore, I shouldn't've said that, at all. She better stfu, we all know how amazingly beautiful she is.
I did like Paulo & he was a HUGE asshole. He stopped talking to me. After he tells me he likes me and can't be with me cause he doesn't wanna hurt me. Told me he has enough friends. I'm getting over that bitch(:<
Siiigh, long, long, LOOOONG story.
But he broke up with me June 26. Started going out with Ceara June 29. Stopped going out with Ceara after a week or so, told me he was falling back in love with me, went out with Ceara & didn't tell me, so I found out from Oliver, who I'd NEVER ever talked to. I flipped out. I was PISSED, and like, dying. Literally. He told me he WAS in love with me.
Day after that he told me he wasn't and that I had to move on, that we were officially done. I'm over him, for the most part.
Broke up with me the day before our seven-month anniversary. We were just on the phone with Ceara, he's being a huge asshole at the moment.
Ryan?
Is there any possible way you could ever call me?
Vince just broke up with me.
He told me it didn't feel right anymore and he couldn't be with me now.
Holy ballsack.
That was a longass message. ^__^
It's 3:59AM. I'M FUCKING DYING OF THIRST.
I really want the Coke in the friidge...
But it's dark downstairs.
I hate the goddamn dark. I'm terrifed.
Of that and whales.
I HATE WHALES.
So fucking scary to someone who's four eleven and a half, where as a whale is like A THOUSAND POINT FIVE FEET.
But chyeahh. I needa fucking drink.
SO. Ceara's coming over tomorrow-today? Hehe.xD
I miss you. Manhoe.
:D
Bye bbydollll!
It's like fucking four AM.
WHY THE FUCK AM I AWAKE.
Anywhoooo. There's this contest this chick's holding, riight? She's doing it differently. Btw it's a writing contest, lmfao. But yeahh, she's got three rounds to it. She wanted fifty for the first one, but there are only like twenty people. She said twenty-one make it to the second round, so she wants at least twenty-five people so some can get eliminated. Well she said to spread the word around, sooo, join? Pretty please? :D The first round, if you weren't sleeping off your ass in English, is imagery. She wants you to write an emotion and get into it, liiike, this one bitch is doing insanity, it'll probably be pretty fucking cool.(:
But chyeahhh, PLEASE join? http://www.mibba.com/forums/topic/post/7859248
There's the link(: Tell people! Do it cause you love me and I have the cutest babyfayce. AND CAUSE YOU LOVE ME. -Makes whipped noise- JOIN AND TELL PEOPLE! :D
Well shit. Don't make me blush!(;
Waht was that song you had me listen to a little bit ago? I think it was by You Me At Six and Mady showed it to youuu(: