Alex and I are together. We have been for a while now. I thought I told you that. Why would you even bring up Alexander to me? I want him fully gone from my life. Do not speak to me about him, Mary.
Sure! I've just checked it out and re-commented :) really, really good now! You have a talent haha I don't know how you do it, I tried poetry once, and it was the worst thing ever. But then again, I've only just started writing at all. Maybe when my actual story-writing improves I'll have another go ;)
But yeah, 'Ease' is really great now, really enjoyed reading it, it's beautifully written :)
Of course I want you to smile! You're one of my best friends, and I don't know what I'd do without you<3 Thanks. I like it ^...^ I actually felt pretty attractive last night- With help from Alex. Seriously, Mary, I can't stop smiling when I talk to him. We haven't known each other long, but it's like he knows me already. He definitely cares about my opinion, too, because he's always asking. He's just so amazing, Mary. You don't even know.
There's nothing going on in my life. I work, I eat, I sleep, repeat. Paedon's anniversary is coming up. I don't know what to do about Alexander, and I'm just falling into a numbness. That's my life.
You're a liar. You do not. ;P I'm just kidding. I agree, but I'm glad he's different. It gives me a job, and he's a nice guy. Almost like the father I always wished I had, you know?
Aha, I knew it! You just want me for my body! If he ever starts to, he'll be finding someone else. I'm not dealing with that, but really, he's a good guy. He doesn't force anyone to talk about anything they're not ready to. I had a girl tell me once that he's the best therapist she's ever seen because he doesn't force anything out of you. She was raving about how he lets her just read her poems to him, or show him her paintings/drawings. It made me smile. She seems like a good kid, so I'm glad she found him. I miss him. I want my Alexander.
I'd just forget it all if I were you. Sometimes just letting things go is the only way to solve the problem, and by the sounds of it, unless you do that, this will forever be haunting between you two. Aha, you know you want me to be your sexy secretary ;D Nah, he doesn't analyze me...Not as far as I know, anyway, but whatevs if he does. It's his job to do that, so meh. Doesn't effect me any. He's never asked me to talk to him in that sort of way, so I'm fine. As soon as he does (if he ever does) I'll just run. >..< I don't have good experiences as a patient with people of his kind. o..e I miss him, so next time he and I talk he's getting hugs and lots of attention because of me and none from you! Dx He's mineeee