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Yeah, sorry! I made a last-minute move to my friend's apartment. She asked me if I knew anybody that was looking for a roommate a few months ago, but I guess no one ever called her. So I got a job here and I'm living with her now. It's going pretty good so far, no fights yet. ;)

Haha, I guess you'll start on Tuesday, huh? Tuesday is my first day of my new job. I'm kind of nervous because if it doesn't work out then I'll probably have to drive a couple hours a day to another job. It's only a 5 minute walk there and back, which saves millions of dollars on gas.

You lucky duck. I've wanted to go to London for soooo long, haha. I hope you're having a good time anyways.
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Peeeeeeerdy good. I got back from a week of chillaxing at my friend's cabin this afternoon. Best vacation I've ever had, haha. And I didn't even had to wear a shirt half of the time (SCOOOOOOOOREEEE!).

How about yourself? :)

haha xD Oh I'm playing the alto sax this year :]

For sure. I'd look for places in nearby city first off. You could maybe talk to a counsellor or something at your school about that kind of stuff, if you have people there that help you with post-secondary education. At my school we had a lady that dealt with apprenticeships and helping people look for colleges.

I'm sure I'll move back to my hometown some day. I'd like to raise a family there.
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Definitely. Im currenly enrolled in band camp...so I am slowly being roasted alive...I literally turned two shades darker...

Thank you for the welcome.

Im wonderful :] Just being cooked slowly under the sun haha

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Heh thank you for the greeting! I keep typing gretting...hm...anyways...thank you! <3

I was really scared to graduate, too. I was crazy stressed from grade 9 until I graduated because I had absolutely no idea what I wanted to do and if my grades would be good enough if I did find something I liked. But once you have a month or two just to relax and do whatever you want then it's a lot easier to make decisions. I lived in the same house for my whole life and knew everyone by name all throughout school, so moving away was the scariest thing ever, even though I knew it was temporary. Staying in touch with my friends isn't very hard for me, but you do realize who's actually making the effort to keep in touch and wants to see you, rather than the other people that just say, "Oh I miss you so much, blah blah blah...". I understand if they've got things going on, but most of my classmates are still living at their parent's house waiting for college in September. It's a simple e-mail away from talking to someone now.

Thanks :D

I've been sick

He has shown interest in the past. He has said that if he had met me before her,he would be dating me instead. He has said that he was stuck in between me and her. But he apparently loves her more.

Because he didn't want me to be depressed all the time because I couldn't have him. And yes he knows that his actions hurt me,that I will probably never trust him again, but he doesn't seem to care.

Nobody cheated,that was the lie. He is still with his girlfriend. And what got me into this mess was me falling for my best friend even though he had a girlfriend and not keeping the fact that I love him a secret.

HE told me that his girlfriend cheated on him some time ago. He told me this because he thought that if I thought he was with a cheater I would give up on the whole going out part of a relationship,and that me being pissed at him for being with a cheater was better than me being depressed for not being able to have him. Needless to say,his little play had the reverse affects.

My supposed best friend lied to me so I wouldn't love him anymore,that's why I've been horrible.

Thanks for the welcome.

Thanks ^-^