If only you understood how much pain you bring me. If only you relized how much you hurt me. Than maybe... Just maybe you would know why I am the way I am. If you somehow, someday, sometime did notice then maybe just the slightest bit of sympathy would be quite necessary. But since you and I both know you feel less than nothing there is no reason for me to even start to mention all this to you. I...

I Need Your Finger's Intwined With Mine. I Need Your Lips Upon Mine. I Need Your Arms Around Me. I Need You To Never Let Go. I Need You To Tell Me You Love Me. I Need You To Tell Me You Care, I Need You To Let Me Know Your Gonna Be There. I Need You To Tell Me That Im The Only One. I Need You To Tell Me Your Not Lieing. I Need You To Be Truthfull. I Need You To Be Strong. I Need You To Be Loyal. I...

I'd Do Anything For You. I Want to Make You Happy. I Need You. I Need Your Love. With Out It Im Nothing. Without You Its Like I Have Absoulutly No Given Reason To Live. I Love You More Than Any Living Thing On This Earth. And Thats The Dead Serious Truth No Matter How Much The Truth Hurts I Have To Say It. If Only You Knew How Much I Love You And How Much I Cared About You, Then Maybe.... Just...

If only you understood how i felt about all this. Its not that i don't trust you its that im insucure and i feel as if you and him become friends he will eventually start to fall for you and i will be left behind as if i never was in existance. That i have fallen of the face of the earth. And you want to be a back staber and not even try and understand what im going threw! Well i love him to death...

I Love Slade Taylor. He Means The World To Me. Words Cant Even Start To Describe How Much I Truely And Honestly Love Him. If Anything Were To Ever Happen To Him I Probrably Would Go Absolutly Insane. I Would Do Anything Just To Make Him Happy. He Take's My Breath Away Every Time He Talk's To Me. I Just Adore His Smile. I Love Seeing Him Happy. And I Love It When He Intwines His Fingers With Mine...