You wouldn't happen to be on Tumblr, by any chance? (Always worth asking, I am like a fish in water there, and I feel all awkward here, it's kinda weird.)
(I lack the attention span necessary to make quality forum posts. Possibly.)
Not to worry, that's exactly the kind of thing I think about.
...I just have a LOT of John/Sherlock feelings. I really do. Never felt so strongly for an OTP before. Euurgh! They're just so beautiful ~
The camera lieeeees, you are perfect <3 And thank you SO much for the well-wishes and reassurance, god knows I need it. I'll keep you posted! I love love love you-- try not to get too much more attractive, talented, or intelligent while I'm gone or I won't be able to keep up ;)
your face isn't fat, asdfgfhjgjklh D:
I don't think your body is fat either, but I'm not even going to touch that issue right now-- you have a gorgeous face and you're going to look goddamn sexy with any short haircut you can imagine. your cheeks aren't nearly as round as a couple girls with short hair (even one with a fauxhawk) that I know, and they look frickin' cute. :'3 you're a babe, don't let that voice in your head stop you from taking the leap. worst case scenario? hair grows back. you are beautiful and I wish I was there to convince you in person... but you're going to look so sexy.
blush away! I really do think it's one of your best. I'm extremely picky about word choice and I'm pretty sure not ONE THING stood out to me negatively as I read that excerpt. and that is like... reeeeally rare, even with the most incredible writers, because I don't think anyone (me very much included!) gets it 100% right on their own. also because I am a picky bitch with my own stack of opinions about diction. but seriously, everything in your writing just shone to me. the dialogue was wonderful and the whole thing felt really fresh.
could you be any kinder to me? thank you so much.
talking to you [i]always[/i] helps, even if we're not actually talking about anything serious. :') such as: I read your RTS excerpt and I think it's the best thing I've seen you post there for a while! and I mean that as high praise, because you certainly haven't posted anything bad :3
thank you, v, you're incredible. <3 I don't even know... too many things wrong right now to even start, really. but I appreciate that you're here for me so so much.
I meant more that while those things are (naturally!!!!) very significant for you, I'm comforted because I know that they don't disrupt other people's perception of you the way that they disrupt your perception of yourself.
but yeah, anyways. :) you deserve loads more than me! but I'll be here anytime you need me <3
I'm glad they mean a lot; they ought to because I speak the truth. <3 I don't want to use the word silly but can't think of anything better, so bear with me here. sometimes your confessions sound "silly" to me, not that they don't make me feel sad and feel your pain and want to be there for you more than anything, but they are in some way trivial because I'm lucky enough to know that there's so much more to you than the things that make you worry about yourself, whether it's grades or weight or gender or anything else on this earth... none of those things can capture the beautiful complexity of vanete. you're a lot more than any of your struggles. so, while i certainly would never shrug off anything that you say (and especially not something that hurts you), through it all I feel very confident in the back of my mind that it's less significant than it seems in that moment. I really, really wish I could take every ounce of hurt away from you, but if I can't do that, I'll at least take comfort in the fact that you're an incredible person despite it all.
...today is kind of an emotional-overload day, if you couldn't tell. but hopefully you don't mind me spilling my heart to you
The premise is heartbreaking in any case!