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Haha! I Love Pinjahs!!! C:
&& I Have News I Bet You Did Not Know xD
[[wehavethesamename]] o.o
LMAO!
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the same but a little more ghettoness even though we are in the suburb's and so that causes a little more fights too but other than that it is very boring here too

yeah i know what you mean it is just that is takes forever to type. my day was good on tuseday make school did this thing like if you really knew me

Yup - I love autumn so much because of all the colors that appear on the days of that particular season:)
I also like Spring because it means new life - also my b'days in da spring XD

lol - it's on the outskirts of New Zealand -
as in it's like a beach with a view of the distant lands spread out before you...
absolutely gorgeous:)
yur soooo lucky to b nearing summerXD
Autumns my fave season though:)

:D I love long comments. But I know some people get annoyed by them, so d:
Oh, trust me, I never hear gossip until its like months old and then when I'm all :O WHAAAA people just look at me funny and go, "you didn't know?" haha.
It does seem to be a "trend" to be bisexual, but I thought that was only on the internet. At my school, gays are bullied, even the teachers get prejudices. Once I stood up to my old english teacher, Mr. Weormkey (what a name, right), because he'd gone all off (AGAIN) on how all this shit was evil, and I didn't really care even though half of it was directed at me, and then this gay kid Mikey stood up for me (dunno why, guess he was tired of hearing it too) and the Worm went off on gays! I was like, OH HELL NO. but unfortunately it does happen a lot at my school.

A lot of the time I feel bad after I get really angry, and feel like I should go apologize. I also hate confrontation (like verbal, or with someone I care about) so I don't necessarily like being like, a big bitch, but on some level, it's feels good to get a jab in on those bitches i used to call "best friends"
I kind of guessed the colour yellow and you would not match up x) but don't worry. when I say favourite colour, it's more of a "what would I put on my walls?" commonly i wear black, grey, blue, and... yeah, that's it. haha xp
WATCH FIGHT CLUB. DOOO IT.
AIHFNSIOGJSOGJOSJGOSJGOISJGIOSJGISJG I loveeeeedd the Forest Of Hands And Teeth! I read the Dead-Tossed Waves too, and I can't WAIT until I can buy The Dark and Hollow Places - AUSIGS I LOVE THOSE BOOKS! Scott Westerfeld is an AMAZING author, I love his Uglies and Behemoth series xp and Fallen was really good, but I liked the book Hush, Hush by Becca Fitzpatrick better, and they're kind of similar, you should read it :)
I LOVE long books, haha, they keep me occupied. I have to read for at least 50 minutes a day, and write for another 60, or else the day slips emptily by. haha.
The Titanic scared me when it was sinking, that whole scene... I don't know, I can just imagine how freezing cold the water would've been and how terrifying the whole experience was... and then I remember that it's based off totally real events and it freaks me out, haha. I've never been in the ocean. Don't get me wrong, I can swim, I was actually a lifeguard for awhile, and I would LOVE to see the ocean... but drowning? Just doesn't seem like a pleasant experience.
Yeah, I've been stabbed a lot. I've had to get a new stomach twice, they don't know if I'll be able to make babies because my uterus was involved once, my gall bladder, pancreas, large intestine (which was disgusting, I must say), legs too many times to count, back, and arms haha.
Why do you have scars on your thighs?

That's actually really awesome, but it would definitely really fucking suck to see a friend die and then think "what if it happens" and then it does. When my grandpa died, I knew. I just knew. I called my dad and asked him to go to the hospice he was staying at, but he wouldn't, so I ran there and found him dead. It was not nice, haha.
yay, awkward buddies! hahaa

WEll, hopefully you get a break from going there for a couple years. It sucks to have to be there all the time, it just worsens it. I hope it does get better for you, fears suck.
A turtle is what bit open my large intestine and almost killed me, haha. I do not like them, not even the little ones, not even the ones that move slow as fuck. I am so scared of them I cannot even. sidgjosdklgjm.
I'm not really afraid of physical attraction anymore, or like hugging or whatever, like I would be fine with having no strings attached sex. but the idea of someone knowing me well enough to say that they love me is terrifying. I would never want that.
FINALLY, SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS! Every time I say that I strongly dislike the word cute, people are just like, WHYYY, it's such a CUTE word!! and then tease me about it. It's like, SHUT THE FUCK UP. hahaha.

this is a long comment, too. i will not apologize, iwillnotapologize, iwillnotapologize, iwillnotapologize, iwillnotapologize, iwillnotapologize, iwillnotapologize, iwillnotapologize,iwillnotapologize,
IM SORRY
teehee

I write long comments haha, I just noticed x|
well you should feel special, haha :)
well I don't know what to say to that, haha. I think people would be more than completely shocked if they found out I would go out with a girl. haha.

I guess being a bitch could be in our natures? Like, being feminine, we have to PMS and shit like that, plus we're expected to look good doing it, so we are bitches by default?
haha, I didn't even notice you'd said 21 d: doesn't really matter what number it is, though, right? If you're getting to know someone better, why stop at twenty? :s
Green? Welp, that's what I thought. My favourite colour is yellow, but above that I love grey - grey's a shade though, so I just say yellow. But I love grey. teehee.
Favourite movie... urg. It's a tie between Zombie Land and Fight Club, haha. But don't read a lot into that, okay? I hyperventilate during scary movies and when my friend made me go see Paranormal Activity, I strained her hand from grasping it so hard haha. I normally sleep with the nights on for (a couple weeks) the night after haha xP
But Zombie Land never scared me, I liked it a lot. And Fight Club... is Fight Club. The book was fanfuckingtabulous and the movie was idgnsiogjds.
The first time I watched the Titanic I got so scared I threw up. Second time I was used to it enough that I just hyperventilated, and found out about the love story and the ending, and cried haha! Pretty different I know d:
My question... hmm... who is your favourite author / what is your favourite series? I know I asked this question but for me, I can't pick one! I love Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, Fight Club (duh), all of Charles De Lint, Graceling, and a bunch more... hahaha
yeah, my cousins ended up stabbing my liver, so I had to get a new one. *rolls eyes*

I'm fine with it now. I mean, I can't really sleep a lot because at night all I can dream about is it. I haven't had a good dream since then. Actually I hate sleep because of him. But during the day I'm fine about it.
One thing you should know about me, is that I'm awkward impersonated, and EVERYTHING is awkward for me. hahahha.

I know how you feel. I've been to all twelve hospitals in the city I live in at least four times each D:
I've ridden in an ambulance so many times I can't even begin to count
good thing I live in Canada and we have free health care! Haha dx
I'm scared of a lot of things: turtles, love, scary movies (DUH jdsgkjd)... the word "cute" haha. So I get the hospital thing. Seems like only bad things happen there. :(
THAT WAS A LONG COMMENT I STOP NAO SOWWY :(

Pretty good :] you? and thanks for the pic comment ;D

YEEEEEE. I'm so bored. and I FUCKING LOVE YOUR SOON YOU'LL SCREAM MY NAME STORY. IDK WHY. I DO. I MUST STOP CAPS ABUSING
ok I am calm now.

normal is so overrated
unique / original / awesome is so much.... well, awesome-er haha
I've actually never told someone I'm personalitysexual
in fact everybody thinks I'm straight
I've been pretty confused for awhile
so you're the first person I've ever told haha x]

karma can be a bitch haha.
Idiots I can deal with though. It's so easy to just tune them out, and when you can't, you can just be like, "go stand over there, I don't like you" haha
well duh, if someone's being an asshole then you have automatic rights to be a bitch. I love being a bitch. I'm a bitch a lot of the time. People tell me I'm made of ice and I should melt a bit or I'll catch a cold. but who cares about a cold? If I melt, then I'm unprotected, and I could get hurt. Fuck that, haha. I'm better off cold.
20 questions? haha I don't really like that game either. truth or dare is much more my style
but okay. hmmm my first question to you is: what is your favourite colour, and why?
Colour might seem like a stupid first question, but I know this myth, kind of like a rhyme, that tells about the person according to what their favourite colour is, and why they like it :3
Oh, I'm not saying I don't fight a lot, because I do haha. I get into fights all the time, that's why I have the black eyes right now :( my cousins were pretty mad at me today so I had to go to the hospital, but I missed school and now I have a new liver! :D so whatever. haha.
I'd gladly take a bullet for a stranger. If they deserved to be spared. haha

welp a lot of people find it hard to talk about stuff like that
a lot of people think it's awkward and the person will like, burst out crying or something
that's why its such a taboo subject
no one wants to talk about it ahha
OH TRUST ME, HE WAS A FUCKING ASSHOLE
but that doesn't mean I deserve better. In fact, he was probably too good for me haha. I don't blame him.

oh, that's really good; I'm glad. Hopefully she'll get fully healthy again soon.
Personally I hate hospitals. But if you come out better and all, then you can't really complain, right?

OMG - it's so cold hea!!!
Isaac gone for a swim and still hasn't stopped shivering -
but it's still amazing in this little place called Kahia.
So gorgeous:)

same wow that comment right before this one is like a story

We can both be weird then :) I wouldn't want to be normal, so it all works out, right? d:
I agree. I don't judge people based on their looks, I get to know them first. That's why on my profile it says that I'm bisexual, but more I guess I'm personalitysexual, haha. Who cares what sex they are if you love them, right?
YAY, stubborn buddies! :D

I hate stupid, fucked up shit. It seems stupid, fucked up shit follows me around a lot. Nothing good ever happens to me. I've never been happy. But I guess that's okay, because I believe in karma, and so I try to never be horrible to people because horrible things will only ever happen. And the people who have been horrible to me, I can only hope horrible things will happen to them.
haha, awe, you're sweet. I'd love to hang out with you / get to know you better. You seem like a really nice, good person. I'm jealous of those who get to be around you, and all those ex-friends? They're just idiots. Unfortunately there are a lot of idiots in the world :(
Hhaha, well thanks, but there isn't any need to resort to violence, that would just be sinking to their level, wouldn't it?

Yeah, I wrote two. I read three of yours d:
Not many people really know what to say when I tell them
Once this guy asked me to be his girlfriend and I thought that before I said yes, I should probably tell him about it right? So I did, and he took back everything he'd said before (about me being pretty / nice / whatever) and said that I was a worthless piece of shit, haha.
So don't worry, nothing you say about it will be any worse than what I have already heard d:
I read that your mom was sick in one of your Nothing Personal's. Is she okay now? *worried face*

The only people who get called fake are the pretty ones :o
They're so adorable! Legit! I want to bite them :3 is that weird or...
That's cool :) It looks really good! Well I think so anyway d:
Honestly, I'm really not pretty haha. My hair is lank cause of drug use and I have scars and bruises EVERYWHERE most of the time. Like right now I have two black eyes. So yeah, haha.
Oh, trust me, I'm really stubborn too. I'd be fine with talking to you forever, though ;)

And I just wanted to say that your posts on Nothing Personal, I really relate to them, friends wise anyway. I'm really sorry about that. I know how you feel. I don't have any friends normally because people are scared of my family, but my best friend is a total bitch and doesn't talk to me anymore, I don't know why. So I sit at school alone everyday, I never have partners for any projects or assignments, and I've never had a relationship. I've never held a guy's hand or been on a date.
^ that also contributes to the argument that I'm not pretty, haha.
Nobody in real life thinks I am, so there :)

He shows them and everything lol

He actually admits in an interview that he wears girl underwear lol

Chapter 11 is up for my Asking Alexandria story!
Please read and comment<3
--Kara(:

just updated my stories -
and started packing!!!
I don't have to wait for the holidays -
we're going tomorrow to my most favorite place in the world:)
Lucky I get to bring my laptop though -
so I can talk to everyone!!!
So ex-ci-ted!!!

Heyy,
Love the new layout for yur profile:)
How are you hun??

Yeah that is truw... So what's up with you