love

i give up with girl's man soon i think ill give up on lifestuff like this happens to meone day it will all slip awayi thought i had the worldi possibly didbut now i have nothingwhat the point in livingi give upalready it seem's life is undeservedany way if your reading thisMY LIFE SUCK'slay down and die<3 jay xoxoxoxoxoxwhat's the pointill never have her back or have my trust backi guessed i...
September 20th, 2010 at 07:24pm

venting my life

My day's fine I been threw the thick through the thinLost my love my lifeBut it all came back with more trustWish I could say the same, I don't know about love anymoreI know I love herBut don't know if the feelings the sameScared and shocked heart loss all just words until you feel itWe come to a point in life where pain is just a word well to me its a meaning of lifeIt feels like I have the world...
September 17th, 2010 at 12:22pm

venting

I started livingHad the worldTill I made a mistake which cost me all I hadI lost my world, my love, my allEverything I had washed away in my tearsYou would of thought I would of learned by nowNot to make her cryBut you knowI really wish i could make her stopBut my love's nothingBut Her's is like water to meI need it to liveAny way I'm don't ventingJust want her to know...I love her with all my...
September 6th, 2010 at 08:20pm

how you control me

They turn the lights down low,In shadows hiding from the world,Only coming out when it gets coldThe seas part when they hit the floor,The voices carry on and out the doorAnd everything you touch turns into goldLike the angel you are laugh creatingA lightness in my chest,Your eyes they penetrate me,your answer's always 'maybeThat's when I got up and leftA beating heart and a microphone,A ticking...
August 20th, 2010 at 12:58am

rejects

We are the children you reject and disregardThese aching cries come from the bottom of our heartsYou can’t disown us now, we are your own flesh and bloodWe don’t disappear just because your eyes are shut, now tell meLoveLossLike a bullets pathTearThroughThe cavity of my chestLightsOutBecause the fuse has blownAs your castles crumble slowlyWe watch them fallThe crown slips from heads unworthyAs...
August 20th, 2010 at 12:55am

i cherish every second with you until it it went wrong

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgottenWhat the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got themAs the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is droppingThrough the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgottenThere is no reconciliation that will put me in my placeAnd there is no time like the present to drink these draining secondsBut seldom do these...
August 20th, 2010 at 12:53am

Your my love drug

Your cruel deviceYour blood, like iceOne look could killMy pain, your thrillI want to love you but I better not touchI want to hold you but my senses tell me to stopI want to kiss you but I want it too muchI want to taste you but your lips are venomous poisonYou're poison running through my veinsYou're poison, I don't want to break these chainsYour mouth, so hotYour web, I'm caughtYour skin, so...
August 20th, 2010 at 12:37am