Ok here is the problem, I lost my journal that had a very long-ish chapter for my story(which I am going to rewrite and make it better because I have hopefully improved in writing). I know I haven't written a lot which makes the rewriting part easy but it makes me sad to think that I wrote the chapters for somewhat nothing. :( Anyways...I will try my best to rewrite the story to make it better but...

I have noticed that I don't really want to just go out with a random guy that likes me and I like him back. I want to be IN LOVE, not just saying those three simple words that are I love you. I want to say "I am IN LOVE with YOU" and actually mean it. Those two things are totally different. Some people might not but I know they are. To love is just a strong feeling that's good. To be in love is to...