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I'm... So... Tired... I've been taking care of my mamma because she's sick, and, for whatever reason, I'm exhausted, but it's not like I can just say, "Well! I'm sleepy! You take care of yourself!"

That'd be messed up. D:

THE STORY. THE STORY IS FORMING. THE STORY.

Whoa, I need to lie down. -__________-;

Maybe I will surprise you. ;D Let’s see what happens, hmm?

Ha-ha!

I’m hoping to post the first chapter tomorrow, actually, because I had a doctors appointment (which takes me all day to get to and from), but my mamma’s sick and can’t drive me, so I had to cancel (which I haaaaaaaaaaate doing). :-/ But, ah, it’ll give me time to write!

Damn, you got a lot of work to do! HOP TO IT, GIRL.

I hate school, work, anything that involves not doing what I want to do, ha-ha! But, y’know, whatever. I’ll figure out a way to live with a smile on my face. :-)

I know all about apprenticeships; I know the first year to two years (depending on the shop) is usually doing the grunge work and drawing what they assign you.

I’m totally up for it, though! I may or may not have found a shop to apprentice at; they’re all award winning artists, super cool, and might, might, might, might let me work off my debt as the merchandise manager. :-) Otherwise, I’m going to have to get a job on top of the apprenticeship to get them their cash-o-la. :-p

I actually like scarring, though I’d probably never, ever do it! I’m good with tattoos, ha-ha!

Have you ever watched L.A. Ink? Y’know Corey Miller? Well, my tattoo artist works with him, and has since, I believe ’92, and I love the guys that work there (and the girl, who, although never really talks, is so-ho-ho talented). The shop manager told me that I’m welcome to hang out with them whether I’m getting a tattoo or not, and to bring my gramma with me (the shop manager thinks my grandma’s the shit, ha-ha)!

I wish I could apprentice there, but I don't want to bug 'em. Dx

Henry Powell is my all-time favorite male artist, and Darcy Nutt is my all-time favorite female artist--lucky for me, I have three portraits by Henry, and I’m hoping to travel to Ohio sometime to track down Darcy and get something pretty nifty from her, too (Henry and Darcy are my biggest inspirations, I kid you not).

Ha-ha, no problem-o, girlie. :3

I always, always pre-write comments...‘cause I’m paranoid. :x

I have a feeling it’s going to be more comedic? I have no clue, ha-ha! My mom actually suggested that, in order to keep me “in the game,” to write a story about working in a tattoo shop, so...yeah. It’s going to have a lot of...something. Art? Fuck. :-p My head is spiiiiiiinning.

RAWR. I start school next week. ;D But only one day a week, plus the possible “ton of homework.” But I always have time for writin’. Sort’a.

And yus, I made my layout. A friend sent me the basic codes and I finished the rest. :-) I have no idea how to make a whole layout myself, but can figure certain things out relatively easily...most of the time.

You're welcome.(: And aw happy early birthday to him.(: How old are you?

No problem at all. :-) You deserve it.

I’m excited for it, too! I’ve finally got the characters and shit organized, and I think--I THINK, ha-ha!--I might post it this week, hurr-dee-hurr. And you’re in it (o’course) and stuff, buuuuuuut, do you still want Matt (damn, that sounds weird)?

Oh my god, you’re making me hungry. EVIIIIIIIIIIIIIL.

Wha-? “SEEEEEE PEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEWWW”?


Well, turns out, I don’t actually want to spend the next seven years worrying about grades and teachers and pupils and shit, so I’ve decided to get a much, much “smaller” degree (like, a certificate or A.A.) in Fine Art, Painting, and do what I had originally planned (before college workers brain washed me into thinking it was the “only” way to be successful): I want to bust my ass to be a tattoo artist. Yup. Sounds weird, but, y’know, I’ve wanted to be one since I was sixteen, and everyone else seems to think it’d be a good idea (my mom’s even planning on opening a ma’ and pop tattoo shop).

Right now, I’m studying sketching, drawing, and a little bit of water-color painting...stuff. Ha-ha! I’m stoked, bra’. But I want to “play it smart” and wait until I’m all nice and settled into my twenties before I start looking for an apprenticeship. :-p Which may or may not require me to move out of my parents house and into my Aunt’s, depending on where the tattoo shop is located...

RAMBLING. RAMBLING. RAMBLE ON, BABY.

That’s so cool--I bet you’d be a fantastic nurse! Especially with kids and/or the mentally disabled. I think you’d make ‘em smile a lot.


MY MEMORY SUCKS, TOO. So don’t sweat it, babe. :-)



(My mamma fell asleep and so I'm tryin' to type quietly. Shhh...)

xD

I love the picture on your profile(:

I am not against that at all =] Thank you, hon. If you want to help promote my Sid story, then, by all means, promote away. <3

D'aww, I like your layout. xD And what's speedway (sounds familiar)?

I'm just sort of...having trouble thinking of good things to write about? Heh. I've been drawing a lot and working to get my supply list (for school) together, and it's both time consuming and fucking expensive! But do not fear! I'm working on getting it somewhat together. D;

I hate when that happens, skjdnfskjdnf. But, ah, I think I do. :-)

http://tigerbolts.webs.com/stock.htm

and

http://liesforaliar.webs.com/

are my favorites, and, if you check their affiliates, you can find a TON of others (which get kind of, I don't know, repetitive? After a while).

But yeah. :-)

:D :D I can't help it! They have to happen! Thanks for the comment though ^.^

The first I ever got (which took me to an out-of-state shop because I was only sixteen, hurr-hurr) is a peppermint with a swirly "R" in the middle--it's a White Stripes/Raconteurs tattoo. :3

The second is a red, orange, yellow, blue, and purple deathbat, which no one likes, but I do and that's all that counts, God damn it. >:D Buaha.

My third (and maybe fourth) is a portrait of Jack and Meg White from the White Stripes. :p They be the "Melody Whisperers," ha-ha!

And my most recent is a portrait of Scott Weiland, which came out fan-fucking-tastic--my grandma actually cried and hugged my tattoo artist, ha-ha! It's by far my favorite!

My first two were done by some dude named "Creeper," and my most recent two/three (I haven't decided if Jack and Meg are a single tattoo or not, hardy, har) were done by the fucking brilliant Henry Powell. :-) I like Henry better, mostly because he does his best on every single tattoo he etches into someone, whereas "Creeper" only does his best on tattoos he actually likes (which, if it didn't have a skull in it, he didn't like, so).

Hkjsndfkjnsdf. My arm is so swollen and fat(ter) right now, oh my God!

What are your tattoos of, and what are you gettin'? :3

I JUST GOT MY FORTH/FIFTH TATTOO (DEPENDING ON HOW YOU LOOK AT ONE OF THEM) AND I'M SO FUCKIN' STOKED RIGHT NOW, HOLY SHIT. :D

And that's so cool! :-) I'm happy for ya'!

Not so good. :-( I have about five different one-shots half written write now, and it's about driving me mad! Every time I get something going, I literally get so excited about tomorrow and about the fact that I'm actually WRITING, that I have to stop and, like, run around for a minute, which throws me off my groove. Dx

BUT, I'm looking into taking a writing class at my community college, and I plan on posting whatever good comes out of that. :-)

Enough about me, how are you?

Haha, our lives > everyone else's. xD

Oh my god, I'm so psyched! I'm taking another road trip in July to see Stone Temple Pilots. Kjnsdkjnfsdf. I'm so excited.

ROOOADDD TRIP,DKSFKSJNDF. 8D

And, and, and... I'm still writing, but I'm having trouble getting it "right," y'know? Jeez. I'm starting to think I need a thinking cap. :-|

I don't know if this counts, but I was some douche's girlfriend for four days before I broke up with him via Myspace message. xD Which is how he asked me to be his "gf." :-| What a fuckin' stud, right? And oh, in those four days, he must have slept with at least one or two girls, and kissed four to six. xD I don't consider it cheat--it was four days!

Plus, he never, ever stopped touching me. Like, the forty something minutes we had during break, he'd have his arms around me in some way, and he'd cut off the circulation in my hand when he walked me to class.

Everyone said he was going to rape me, too. >_____> So some other guy, who I never got to say thank you to because I got up and left school the next day (unexpectedly), told him off for me because he was drawing "sexual pictures" and showing them to someone...

I wish my friends' had known. I don't know why. I just feel like I'd have handled it better.

WHY DO I TALK ABOUT MYSELF SO MUCH?!

Sid and Nancy definitely could have been done better, but it got the point across.

And, oh my god, I know what you mean about her voice! I always turn it down when she starts screaming! But he loved her, and I think they left the ending like that because, well, to keep you thinking, I guess.

But, as far as the story goes, I'm thinking to just make it a bit of "everything," whatever that means, ha-ha! I mean, personally, I hate writing romances because I've never really had one myself, but, strangely enough, I'm a bit obsessed with love and "togetherness," though that's probably why I stay away from the "dating scene" and shit. xD Though, it would be nice to find someone that gives me those "teenage, fluttery tummy" feelings again.

My mom always laughs at me because one of my "requirements" is that, if a guy wants to ask me out, he has to dress up as Tuxedo Mask from Sailor Moon, and if he wants a first kiss, he has to dress up like Spiderman and hang up-side-down. xD

I'M A FREAK. AND I'M A WEIRD-O-O-O.

WHY AM I RAMBLING? I THINK THEY PUT DRUGS IN MY PIZZA. SHIIIIT.

I'm working on an original right now, mostly because I've always loved writing originals (they're easier and there's more "room," y'know?) and creating characters! But I want to write a few fan-fictions eventually, and at least ONE about Avenged Sevenfold because you can make them do happy-crazy fuckery and it'd be totally normal, whereas MOST people do sad-crazy fuckery (like drugs and alcohol-related fuckery) because that's...just...who they are?

HA. Like I know what I'm talking about. xD

Deets? Dates? Like. Oh shit. I don't know. xD

I love Tosh.0. I would hate to meet him, though, and he's made me scared to upload ANYTHING onto youtube.com. Eep!

Ha-ha, oh my lawd! I love me some Ozzy. <3 He was so god damn cute when he was younger, and he ain’t too bad lookin’ now, but, y’know... Scott Weiland has my heart. (bu-dum. bu-dum.)

Oh, god! I hate that, too! It’s like, they’re ruining it for everyone else who has tattoos, piercings, crazy hair, bla, bla, bla. It’s like them gangsta’s that gave tattoos a bad rap. :-/

I think a lot of girls are pretty looking “normal,” but, y’know, it’s not for me. I mean, I don’t look insane, and I’m probably not, but wearing funky make-up, clothes, hairstyles, stuff like that, it makes me happy. :-)


I loved kindergarden. <3


Aww, I wish I could have met her! She sounds so cool!

And, oh! The new story should be out eventually (like, soon-ish. Within the next week or so, depending on when I finish my little “notes”). :-)

I AM LEGIT.

That’s easy. Johnny’s a lawn nome, I’ll just...drain his...blood and...drink...i-? The fuck am I talking about?


Hot Topic, ha-ha. xD The only thing I’ve really purchased there are band-shirts and funny gifts for peeps I know. :-p I always got pissed off at some of the people who shopped there because they were so rude, but the workers were kick ass and so nice to me! And oh! One of the workers had a Johnny Cash tattoo; so brilliant, I swear!

I’m looking to work at my local Sally’s Beauty Supply, or the other one...that’s less cool, but it’s still a hair place and SHOULD allow people who like to change their hair work there. :-p

I see what ya’ mean, though. Like, people with negative tattoos shouldn’t be allowed to show their tattoos and things, but, I don’t know, piercings and tattoos have never really bothered me; I’ve had weird hair since I was, like, eleven or twelve, piercing’s since I was fifteen (though, not anymore. Although, I am thinking of getting my upper ears pierced), and tattoos since I was sixteen, so I’m really comfortable around them! :-) Plus, everyone I knew from my childhood had heavily tattooed/pierced/dyed parents. xD

But yeah, that’s just me. I prefer being around people who stray from what’s socially acceptable to SOME, because, in my opinion, what’s “socially acceptable” is boring, and I wouldn’t choose it for myself. :-/ Not to mention, “socially acceptable” also apparently means looking like a model in a magazine, and that’s fuckin’ impossible! Even for said models!


Walmaaaaart. I hate that place. -______- Well, not hate, actually. I just don’t like how rude people are to me when I go there! Although, I have been to Walmart’s where most of the people are cool, but the one’s out here suck.



My hair is happy looking, and everyone in my house loves it. Even my grandma loves it. xD BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, I LOVE IT. :-)



Oh lawd, I remember this woman who had, like, sharpie marker eyebrows and purple, stringy hair and she’d tip everyone in pain pills and drugs. xD I was like, the fuck?

I know, I hated it! History was the worst. :-(

Ha-ha! Everyone thought I was a serial killer, too, but that’s only because they thought I was “freaky” and “stupid” and I always had strange stories to tell my teachers (which they loved, by the way).

I never did stuff like that, but I wish I had. xD


Yeah, I just want some magical thing, I guess, that would numb me out when I wanted, and then tuned me back into the world when I wanted. I just have...issues. >______>;



I just made it super hard for myself in getting a job (my hair is officially--and basically permanently--pink). But I don’t care, I’m going to college so I can be a freelance artist/photographer/teacher, etc. etc. :-)

‘Sides, I’ll get a job when people stop being douche bags and let people who look “odd” or even slightly different to THEM have actual jobs, because the fact that a person can’t work because their hair is blue is stupid. It doesn’t make them any different in the areas that count, y’know?


I HATE BEING BORED. AISKJNADFKJNSDF.

It’s a bubble-gum-ish pink, and a light pink towards the ends. :-) I love it.


Naw, I have never co-written anything (other than something with a close friend from a long time ago).

I DUNNO HOW TI FINISH THIS COMMENT.