I've always felt alone in this too.
What I find strange is when people tell me I look so different to how I did a few years ago, because I know they mean in a good way. I know myself I've changed physically, in a good way. Yet I still can't understand how I could even be half-decent looking.
Eyes and minds can tell you completely different things.
Thank you so much for your comment. I know it's sad that other people feel this way too but it's kind of a relief knowing I'm not alone in thinking this way, that there isn't something just seriously wrong with me.
So are you darling.
heyy if you're looking for my chris drew story still it's finished here if you wanna check it out. Srry i didn't post all of it on mibba yet http://quizilla.teennick.com/stories/16882311/my-christofer-drew-love-story-chapter-1