He told me he couldn't do the distance anymore. He said he still loves me and wants to be with me but not when we are tow hours apart. I tried so hard to make it work...
I mean, I still love Ben with all my heart. I really do, but everytime we get back together I always end up breaking up with him after a couple months. I hated doing that to him over and over so I thought it would be best to just end it and not go back. I really really like Tyler. He is an awesome boy. There is something else I need to tell you but I can't say it on here. Grr. Why don't we ever talk on the phone? Lol
Eh. I am okay. Kind of confused right now. I habe only been dating Tyler for a week but I have already had sex with him. I was so surprised that I did that because I have never did something like that so soon. And now, I am not regreting it. I have just started thinking alot about Ben and how much he realy means to me. I miss him and I never realized until now how much he really did take care of me and he always made sure I was happy no matter what. I honestly don't know what to do because I care about Tyler but I don't know.I visited Ben because I was really upset and it felt really good just to be able to hug him and be close to him. I felt safe and comforted. He is the only one that has ever been able to give me that feeling. I am just worries he is going to forget about me. :( I love him.
Yeah, it is the same way for me. Guys I really like around here don't seem to be into me but when I drive tow hours away a bunch of guys want to date me. I don't get it. :/
Hehe. Aw thank you! I love you sosososososososos much. :D
GRR. I don't know why guys wouldn't be into you. You are so gorgeous and have the best personality ever. Seriously, if I was a guy I would totally date you. Lol
Stupid boy. You are too good for him.
Aha, you're actually online!
Wow... [x