Lolz I'm glad you like my profile!!! I just took your advice. I really need to move on.
Also your real name (Aaron) is cool too! XD I've never actually met somone with that name before. Gawd i need to get out more! LOL but seriously, it is IMPOSSIBLE to slam a revolving door! It just swings back and whacks you in the face!! XD
You have a cool name - Sorry, totally random there! I'm just so frickin bored right now. B()
Frickin is just like chicken, only it's spelt differently... Yeah, so bored... I changed my profile now though. It was dedicated to someone, but like you said, i needed to let go of the past.
I know you're completely right. But it's so hard. She was my CLOSEST friend in the world, and now she won't even look me in the eye... We had some trouble a month back and it just went down hill from there. We both did and said bad things - Hell, i even shouted at her "Shove off bitch!" - But i just wish she wasn't so- so- so, Oh i don't know... I just wish she could put this behind us... I sometimes dream about her - you know, how you do when you miss something - and i wake up in the morning, knowing that she hates me...
I know i shouldn't let her break me, but she's done it so many times, I can't even find the pieces anymore... :'(
Nah, they won't get better... Not today, not tomorrow, not ever. Not when it's this girl. She won't forgive me. She can't forgive me. I don't think she even knows HOW to forgive me...
She could turn my life around. She DID turn my life around, in so many different ways... But she could make everything better, if only she could forgive me... :(
Mmm.... I just wish i had never met her sometimes! Actually i just wish- Well, kinda awkward there...
Basically i wish we could be friends again, but no matter how hard i try, she just ignores me. I never cried that much, but this whole month she's been giving me hell and i've cried practically every other night since the beginning of september... And i still wanna be her friend... Why? I honestly don't know...
LOL i'm glad you don't think i'm a freak!!! But some people do... Like this girl i'm trying to be friends with, she just won't forgive me... :(
I just wish she could get it into her head how much i miss her!! Gawd some people are so smug! I swear, she enjoys seeing me cry about her...
aha, well it's too late, I've already read it (: and you have seriously nothing to complain about, it's more than awesome! Your writing isn't only good, but it stands out and is very unique which is a great talent to have. You're very lucky
Don't worry, i get privacy. Not really my place to ask anyhow. But i agree when you say people ought to know. I think i'm a bit weird though. I find all that stuff really bad and all, but i also find all the tragedy in the world quite interesting. Is that wrong? I don't like fantasize about it or anything (i'm not a freak) but when you hear about mass suicide for example, i want to know all the details and i find it horrid, but at the same time i kinda find it interesting.
lol me too your actually the first person I've known on mibba as a christian to talk to me so that's nice (: and no problem for the comments you're a really good writer
That's quite a lot then!
And if you don't mind me asking, what are those elements of truth in Dear Anyone? You don't have to say though.
But yeah, totally a fan now!! XD
Lolz, seriously though. I NEVER feel anything when i read poems, they just don't effect me; i just read them and get on with life. Maybe i'm feeling particularly emotional tonight or i'm in a seriously odd mood (not totally surprising as that's my normal self) but to be honest i just believe you have damn talent. So i will be waiting for these sure-to-be-epic stories in anticipation!!! XD
I'm very sure i will!!! Hey, i'm like a fan! Just to let you know i'm kinda being weird and reading all your poems and commenting. Being random is kinda my thing!!! Like my obsession with sox. I'm not suffering from insanity... Actually, I'm rather enjoying it!!! XD