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So much so that the scar hurts.It never heals and the past is only a figment of your imagination.I don't deserve to have the things I once had.

Mm.Sometimes i feel like such a jerk.

Yeah, I feel like I missed something too.

I feel like crap.

Whoa...am I missing something huge? lol

Damn.Maybe next week then.I just need to get on mom's good side.

Yeah, grounded. Can't do anything. I (if i'm lucky) might, just might come to the opening night of The Dark Night! Ya able to come then?

Mm, saw that coming. Well, I tried to not do something, but ended up doing it anyway. It wasn't even on purpose. I guess I can't keep everyone from thinking good things about me.Damn.

Yeah, thanks again. And about band....no talking. Sorry. Saw your mom though. Is she mad at me or rather did (or does) she side with you?

Okay, there is only one problem: where the h*ll am I gonna talk to Katie? Yes, there's band, but that's not enough time and I want to talk, not write. Anyway I still owe thanks. I can't believe I ever even thought of what I thought. I feel like such a d*ck for choosing that as a possability. I'm an idiot. And that was another example(if you know what I mean). I've also been a jerk to you. I guess we could talk. Don't expect many words though. I'll see you at band. :0)

Thank you. Thanko you so f*cking much. It really helps to me to have told someone an actually get a helpful responce.Thank so so much. :0)

If you REALLY want simple, here it goes: i just need time Kate! When we spoke or chatted or whatever it was totally weird and it felt like I had been somewhere I haven't been in a long time. Don't give me this crap about "do you consider me your friend?" OF COURSE I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I already explained, I'm not there all the way.Time.That's all I need.

Hey. Do you really want to talk to me or something? On Tuesday,when I got there, you stood by the door. Still, I'm not ready. Want to know something? My family thinks that I am totally crazy for talking to you again. My sister was like "What?!" and my brother "WTF?". Oh yeah, does Ashley still reckon you're the victim? Did Marissa think the same?

Yeah, about today,sorry. Don't expect me to even be all happy joy joy and come running back because I am not. I still need time. I am still only halfway there.

O_O Amado is Satan?! OMGGGGG

Uhh...who told you i was going to Fairfield? O_O It was a possibility...but my parents decided not to move :)

It's kinda funny, actually. I have never been called Satan before.

I don't know what the heck to say anymore. I don't know if I should stay mad or apologize. Part of me wants to stay here,mad at the whole Fing world, and another part wanting to resolve this and put the pieces back together. But if everything is cool with you and Katie, then I guess I am cool too. Sorry

Nothing really. You? I fail at looking cool, I know. xD.

Hey. Wuzzup, yo. *tries to look cool*