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But if you asked me why I like him, I seriously wouldn't know what to say.

That's a sign of a bad relationship, right? *Cough*

So anyways, I'm going to text him on Thursday. I'll probably say something stupid, like, '...Are you mad at me?' Because I just don't know what I should be saying!

I know, I really do like him.

During the week, I think I don't, that i'm over him, then I see him again at church and this is so cheesy, but he smiles at me or something and it's like, how could I ever NOT like him?

Yeah, I think I'll do the month thing. And then, after the month, tell my parents.

Oh, and I have to talk to Alex. It's getting really pathetic, I'm starting to stare and my phone and will it to ring or get a text from him. I'm going to text him on Wednesday if he doesn't text me soon.

And that reminds me, I was texting Tim about Alex on Saturday night, and I just remembered that Alex was having a birthday sleepover with all these guys, and Tim was one of them. What if Tim showed Alex the texts, or Alex saw them or something? I'll be so screwed, and that might be why he's not talking to me. Not that I really know whether or not he's not talking to me, or is he just being quiet for now.

lets all mibbians get nude and have a party

could you give me your msn ??
and aim please i guess

could you come to the msn ??

good.. fun and interesting but it went on too fast. wish I was in good shape though.
hey welcome boo :)
hugs xoxo
how're you ??

i know i am!!!

hello welcome bub :)
how've you been ??
-hugs- xoxox

oh haha my belly button piercing.
i don't know if I like it or not.
I've had it for like a year though haha..

I don't think he understood that when I said 'Go find some other girl.' that was my way of breaking up with him.

We talked online later, mostly just him being upset at me for not giving him the birthday present he wanted (something dirtyyy...) and me telling him that I'm not going to do anything, so don't even try.

So I don't really know what are we right now. Are we broken up, or are we just fighting but still together...? I don't know, I have to talk to him soon... not looking forward to that. :/

I texted one of my friends, Tim, who is Alex's best friend, and I was asking him that if Alex would be mad if I broke up with him. Tim didn't really know, because Alex can be hard to read at times, but he thought that Alex would be okay.

So I was thinking of talking to Alex about this, and asking him to give me a month to think about what I want to do, and when the month is over and he still likes me and I still like him, then I'll tell my parents and we can really date.

Or not. I don't really know what I want to do. Ugh.

I miss you too baaabygirl <3
howw're you
xxx

beep.

Well my name is Cara,I'm 18,I live in Canada,I have a twin brother named Travis and i'm bi.

What about u?

Lol I'm good u?

Thnx for the photo comment and that's my twin brother lol.

You are welcome. (:

What? You're in love with my what?

Eh, my 'rents are indifferent to it all really.
How did they find out what?

there bub xoxox

go to the loft tonight?
im going with some people and i want to see you.