"I don't know who you are becoming.""I just get a coldness and a rather superior attitude.""It must be great to have all the answers at 18.""You are too young to be so bitter.""Never take for granted being wanted by someone in this world.""Laurie would be heartbroken if she were here." (my mother)BitchStuck upJust like my sisterBecoming a bad personThinks I'm an adultThinks I can talk to everyone...

How does beauty turn ugly? It's like being in the midst of a red and golden hued sunset but calling it unnecessary. How does love turn to hate? They always say there's a thin line between the two, but that's like being in the middle of paradise and walking 3 feet to end up in the heart of a raging snow storm. How does life turn to death? This is natural, this is acceptable.Every one of these...

Wishing hope would just abandon me. As they say, hope is crippling. If I had no hope, life would be much easier, because I wouldn't have to get hurt by things unexpected.My loveless life, I'm lost in you tonight. You cursed me, condemned me straight to the depths of hell, and you smiled all the way through. You knew exactly what if was that you wanted. You're sick, diseased, and you tried to...

February 18th, 2011I lost my best friend. Life will never be the same without her. I feel more alone than ever. She was part of me, part of who I am, part of my soul and being. She was me in every sense, in every way. She was my baby. The only one who was there with me through every terrible moment in my life.She was there to pull me through, so in turn, I was there to pull her though. I showed...

They are not dead, they are very much alive, with emotions no normal human being has ever seen. Emotions no normal human being should ever have to bear witness to, swirling in the depths of his soul like a festering sickness, a disease, like a cancer, waiting to attack you when you least expect it and strip you of everything you possess from the inside out, killing your will to stand up straight...