There is Mary, Jackson, and Sammy. Mary is an english woman, kinda fat and very very mean. She doesn't like me, at all. I don't know what I did to her, but she just despises my guts. Currently she's telling me to shut the fuck up and do my homework (which I really should do, hahah) Jackson is a teenager, he's very sarcastic but he's the only actually nice one. I kinda really love him. He helps me through a lot, gives me guy advice, haha. And finally is little Sammy. He's very young, perhaps six years old. He doesn't talk much, but whenever he does he sounds like a wicked wise old man. He always has great life advice, but sadly he doesn't talk to me often.
I'm wierd. Other people with IFS don't like their friends. Want them to go away forever. i think I'd be lonely without them. I like them. Damn, I'm wierd O.O
P.S This underworld thing, can you explain that to me? Is it like a spot in your mind?
That must be hard :/ There's usually ALWAYS something wrong with me physically. That's why I know a lot of medical terms and suchness haha. I had cancer for two years, too.
Oh I know I have schizophrenia. I have three voices that are as bright and clear as the sun. Ive decided to not go to a doctors for it because we don't have the money for it right now.
Now I wanna play my cello along with the band I'm listening to. :) Two of my favorite guitarists in one band. (They're brothers Michael and Chris Amott.)
:D I hope so! The only thing is I listen to a lot of heavy metal, some of it would scare the guys that go to my school shitless and I've always, always, always, been really big on electric guitar I love everything about it and when I can just play my cello free style how I want to I have a tendency to play really fast and do a couple of tricks I've come up with to make what sounds like really really gritty guitar rifts with a lot of string slides and squeals. Now if only I can figure out vibrato on the strings of a cello... that I can't do yet. I guess you can say I play it like a guitar except it's about have the size of me and you use a bow not a pick. :D I can hardly follow music in the book I can read music and all but I always find myself playing with what I hear. Like today my teacher said I was playing with her and not what the two other students were playing. I didn't even realize it. I also don't look at the book most of the time I know what I need to play and I go by ear. It's a habit I have that's second nature because I rely on my ears. That's why I don't blast my music when I listen to it on head phones which is 90% of the time. :)