I donno I dont have to get it out anymore I spin my words in my head and i sometimes write them but its rare and i dont feel like my thoughts are trapped in my head.. (you might understand that..) The biggest help was finding God I found light love and hope At my calling when i leave there every thursday night im a differernt person a better person so much better i come straight home and tell my family EVERY single thing that happened like tonight I came home and told them about Travis who was telling us all about his girlfriend and that he was the one that was leading the music or Casey who i honestly love to pieces he means the world to me he can barely talk but i can understand him better every time i see him he gives me a bearhug and always calls me buddy ha Its my calling special needs mutual and even though im a helper and its not for me it is for me because now i know its ok to be different just be the best person you can possible be. Sorry its so long and i know you havent seen (read) me be this emotional about something good (and not about death haha)
I donno im just in limbo im about to get my brace face off (yeah i got them) Um doing my special needs calling (its so much fun and im a church boy now) Doing my math and of course still waisting kids on xbox ha ha seirously its to easy. I am happy im not sad at all I have bad days where im anxious but not dark ones like ever just anxious ones where i just kinda chill and wait for it to pass and it always does. I am clean and dont do bad things anymore (church boy remember haha) I still however do not like ppl ha all well thats just my autism talking anywho how are you?
Hey, Im alright just had my birthday and stuff supposed to start school to become a techy. Im good still of the hard drugs but only the ones the doc gives me ha
Hey in my new story its based in the future me you and 4 other scientists with a 9 man space marine team lead by Patrick go to seach an uncharted world for a certain element used for space travel but we get attacked and the ship goes down where us and patrick get wierd suits that were made by an aceint highly advanced race and each suit has a differnt abbility wat do you wwant yours to be
Mideval hopfully this summer
if you want to be in either email me at shead_b@yahoo.com
and must be able to travel to locations assassins not far mideval probly up in the montains
Dead tired I just got back from a nine hours trip with a car around Greece. :-)
I had fun though...:-)
We went to the casino and then for dinner, with my friends. XD
What about you?