Oh God, I can't remember the last time I wrote for ME. I've been busy with classes, trying to find a job, and I've gotten help for my problems. I deleted almost all of my online accounts a few years ago without telling any of the great friends that I made. To be honest, I'm afraid they've forgotten me. I don't know if I was even that important to them. I caused drama and heartache, and I wouldn't...

"Are you afraid of who you are?" That's the question I ask myself everyday. Sometimes I can answer it,sometimes I can't. I pretend that I'm some kind of hardcore princess,but I'm not. Deep inside,I'm a monster,just screaming to be set free. If I set the monster free,everybody I love will fall at its mercy. It'll leave only destruction,pain,and heartbreak. So I guess I'll tell the truth,I really AM...