Ed Sheeran. / Comments

ROFL, THAT'S GREAT, DUDE. I wish I had a cousin to be questionably lesbian with. No, my cousin from Arkansas isn't really that great. She's thirteen and absolutely in love with My Chemical Romance, so...'nuff said. Preeeeetty much.

FINE THEN. But I try. I was failing algebra last year, and passed my final, so. Yeah. I PASSED. So I don't know why people shouldn't try. Dat ain't coo.

I SAW THAT AND DIED. Seriously, I was like, "LOL OMG YES." I laughed quite a lot whilst watching it. I really loved it. You should make videos more often. :D

Ack. D: That really sucks. I'm sorry. I've asked my mom for therapy, and she's told me that she's heard of a good teen therapist. Yeah... she told me all this last October. It is now January. Well, at least I've got anti-depressants and such. so, yeah.

I've been really tired from school, too. :/ I've been having problems sleeping since last August. My mom's like, "OH! don't drink all that much soda! Exercise! Go to bed at a decent hour! Don't eat late!!" I'm pretty sure if I went to bed at 9:00 PM, I'd STILL wake up at, like, 2:00 AM or something. I told my mom that and she was all, "You're acting JUST like your older sister!"

My older sister dodged advice from people. I'm not dodging; [i]I'm telling her why I can't sleep, dammit![/i]

She is. -_-' She thinks her opinion is the [i]shit[/i]. She's one of those ~I'm annoying!!!!!!!111!!1!1!~ twelve-year-olds. I mean, no offense to 12-year-olds, but dayuuuum. I know some 12-year-olds who annoy the ever-living crap out of ERRYBODY! >.>

CHYEA! ahh! the who rock!

YOU! I found the most amazingest (it's a word, now) picture in the history of ever. >.> <.<

http://weheartit.com/entry/6296031

I wish I had a lesbian cousin. Everyone has awesome cousins that they always talk about doing cool shit with and I'm like, "Whelp, I have a cousin from Arkansas." ORLLY ALEX? THTZ SO CO0O0O0OL. No, it's not. It sucks.

[I]Are you gonna try and do good on your finals?[/I] kljfkmelrtm no Zina, I'm gonna try to fucking FAIL. Of course I'm gonna try to do good. I probably will fail, though, lolololololol.

LOLOLOL OMG I LOVE WHEN YOU WERE LIKE, "The CD had, like, 30 songs; this one only has, like...six." sdlkfmer I LOVE THAT VIDEO. Oh my God, I love you let's get married please. You're the greatest thing ever. :'3 Oh and you mentioned me! EEEEEEP. I need to make one of those videos.

Oh, and as for the chick whom I used to be great friends with on my last account...

Well, she's turning into this little, "Pay attention to me and feel sympathy for me!!" she pretends to be a schizo. She does self-harm so people will pay attention to her; and she's pretending to be depressed. SHE gets therapy; I don't. /:

And I miss all my friends from my old school. My friend's grandpa is - or, was - in the hospital and he was in Boston all week. I hope he's doing OK. <3

I have to take those pills for the relationship chemistry of my brain. /:

*sigh* Theyre helping, I guess. *shrugs* I got two days off from school, at least. I get fridays off in general, but I didn't go to school wednesday because it was a snowday. And I didn't go on Thursday because y'know why. -.-'

hsiabwvhzihwb. I haven't seen any of my friends since December, and yeah... I hate my hometown and my state, and I'm terrifies that one of my friends'll commit suicide.

I mean, teen suicides're going up, aren't they? I'm scared that "Rhiannon," "Will," "Chris," or "Coalton" will be flashed across the headlines or new report. I sound like an idiot. I'm just going to *headdesk* Mehhh. >.>

Meh. I wanted to strangle somebody this morning. -.-'

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, I kind of - I dunno - hitched at my mom, made up with her on the car ride, half-way thurr, I burst out into tears, calling myself a clinical baby (I take pills for a couple things. Does that make me clinical?), and then my mom said, "Well, you've changed quite a bit, but your best friend has stayed the same."

NOOOOOO!!!!1 MY SO-CALLED BESTIE HAS NOT STAYED THE SAME!!!!1 I NEVER WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN!!!!1 /screaming. -.-'

Then, my mom was like, "OK, if you don't wanna go, I can turn around and go back home. They don't need this (my homeschool teacher and whatnot.)" So, my mom took me home, and I had to take this Carnaware pill. Fun. Anti-depressants, Carnaware, and Benedryll (so I can sleeeeeeep. I haven't got insomnia; my sleep pattern's been fucked dice last August. Ugh.)

And at the moment, I'm pissed off at a girl whom I used to be good friends with on my last account. /long story. :|

i get what you mean. i don't believe the world will end, but they have proven that the planets will all be aligned on the suggested date in 2012, and no one knows what will happen when they do. stuff like that scares me, i guess. o.o

ahaha, i followed you! and you followed me back, i see~

and i don't even care anymore. i just post whatever the heck i want, and then i'll follow them all back and like every single thing they post. because i know how to retaliate, obviously. >.>

i've made new friends this year because i joined my school's drama program, and that's helped tons. it sucks, though, because a good majority of them are going to college next year, so i'm gonna be lonely again. D:

do you do anything at your school, like drama 'n stuff?

yeah, all the girls at my school are discovering tumblr too. i mean, i don't care if they have one as long as they don't follow me...which, they do. i don't even know why. ;~;

oh, i know EXACTLY how that is. i get so anxious about 2012, too, even though i don't really believe anything is going to happen...but, there's always the creepy feeling of what if i'm wrong? but, i just try not to think about it and it usually works fkdsajfadshfoidf.

i wasn't really worried about the fact i wasn't going to know anyone, really. more so that i don't have a large circle of friends in my grade that i'd end up getting in classes, stuff like that. it sucks, because a good majority of my close friends aren't even in my grade. ;~; and, the best friends that i do have in my grade are taking different level classes than i am, so i don't see them ever. :(

would you mind if i followed you? :3 you don't have to follow back; i post too much all the time. hahaha.

and sorry i took so long in replying! i thought i had...but i guess i didn't. .-.

I'm blah... didn't go to school what so ever today. Wicked bad day.

Annoying, annoying, annoying. -_-'

Hdhwiwbbehdib. Yes! :D

N'aw. It ain't shitty. :3
I'm OK; finished up homework and such. Yes, I did not start working on my homework until nao. :P

Anywho, how are you, dear?

People who judge kids on their age just... [i]ack[/i]. Annoy the ever-living [b]14-YEAR-OLD[/b] shit out of me. :|

What's the point of cutting for attention? C'mon. Just reach to somebody. Y'know?
LGBT Pride people ftw.

I was... totally shocked. I mean, Chris is an awesome person, but... whoaaa. *double-rainbow moment. Haha* It totally surprised me. He's got this whole, "Yo, Imma gangsta and shit" kind of attitude. Y'know?

LOL THX 4 THEE STORY COMMENT GRRRL

EXACTLY. A lesbian from 2002. Oh my God. But yeah, it sounds pretty fagtastic. And I'm pretty sure that song sucked, actually. I loved the "AH-WOOOOOOOO" howling part thing yeah. Even though that's the only part I remember, but...okay.

Oh, bummer. I have the same thing. :| Like, we're taking about four pre-tests to prepare us for our finals (because we have an hour and a half long classes, so they only last for one semester), and they fucking suck because I blow at all my classes. So I just whip through them and do shitty jobs. AND THE FINALS ARE NEXT WEEK, SOOOOO I'm screwed. I'm sorry about your projects, Zina bear boo booger face lover. :3

no. i made it up

ahhhh, i see. everyone at my school is getting a tumblr, so that's probably why it's blocked. i don't even know how mibba got blocked.

and i feel so you so hard on the anxiety issues. i've been having the same things all this year. D: no bueno. freshman year is always stressful (or at least, for me it was too. i remember freaking out the entire sunday before telling everyone I'M NOT READY FOR HIGH SCHOOL WHAT IS THIS I HATE MY LIFE I DON'T WANNA DO IT I'LL GET KILLED NO ONE WILL TALK TO ME AHHHHHH PANIC ATTACK)

i just can't fall asleep, really. i start thinking about things, which will lead to this big chain reaction of things (i once went from how cold it was in my room to wolverines. mhmn) and then i'll realize i'm wide awake and just give up and play solitaire on my ipod instead.

what's your tumblr? :3

PS: I agree with you on the whole homophobes suck part. Why do they have to be so mean? ._. I mean, unstraight people aren't hurting them. Well, [i]some[/i] gay people have killed lots of people in history. But they were a "little" touched in the head. o_o

Awesome. xD

JHEGFIWEHRKWHJER. Hmm, whenever people say that, I think, "Y'know, just because [i]you[/i] thought you were the shit when you were 14, that doesn't mean that I think I'm the shit.'' SUCK ON THAT! [Not you; other people]. >.>

kerhjwherwer. Emo kids do not cut themselves. People who cut themselves are either looking for:
1. Trying to relieve the stress and pain in their lives.
Or 2. Attention.
I know this one chick (online chick), who used to Tweet about cutting herself. [i]Really?[/i]

Thanks for not thinking I'm a bitch. I can be, at times... but that's just being a teenager. Y'know?

You want to know something weird and slightly... shocking? Well, I wrote "Happy New Year!" on one of guy friend's FB profile. Now, this guy is a good friend of mine, but he can be one of those annoying sex obsessed guys, whom some people would like to punch. Anyway, when he commented on what I wrote on his wall, it made me almost fall over.

"Thanks, Cari! (: Hope you spend it well!" I thought, "[i]Holy shit! Chris did a total 180![/i]" Don't get me wrong, Chris is an awesome guy, but I was totally shocked when he said that. He isn't a pain, but... you might know some guys like him.

Loud, slightly obnoxious, you don't understand what on Earth they're talking about, LOUD, slightly perverted [not "He's coming through yo' windows and snatchin' yo' people up!" kind, but he makes too many perv jokes... sometimes...], and yeah.

/long comment ovah. xD

dude, i know how that is. >.> it's not like i want to stay up that late, either. it's just i can't fall asleep. i've been going through some strange personal things lately, and i guess it's affecting my sleep pattern. it sucks. i'll end up falling asleep around six and wake up at three in the afternoon and not be sure as to what to do for the rest of the day...so i go back to bed...

what a cute life right?!?!?! :DD

how do you get on mibba and tumblr at school? i try to do that, and my school blocks both of them. proxy sites are too much of a pain to use. >.>

Iwhwvehduwvwopahve.

Can you read my thoughts? Because I was thinking the exact same thing. :O
Like, I love listening to emo music (no, I do not cut myself to it - I don't cut in general), but I know this one girl who's all, "LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!1 3M0 KIDZ CUT TH3MS3LVES!!!!!!1" Um... srsly?

Also, I hate it when people are all, "14-year-olds think they are the shit." No, not really. I mean, there's this one kid who goes to my old school and he thinks he's the bomb diggity. When in reality, he's a pain. But not all fourteen-year-olds think they're ~amazing.~

Or, what about people who're all, "LESBIANS ARE ALL BITCHES!" *awkward cough* Last I was told, I am not a bitch, thank you very much, homophobes of the world.
Soory, I'm ranting... >.>