finally... i am seventeen.time to enjoy life. not that i wasnt before, just now its another reason to.enjoy the sun, the surf, the festive season. the atmosphere, happiness, no school, no stress. family, friends, my girlfriend and the smell of pudding on chrismas day.im so blissfully happy at the moment. everyone seems to be. every single person ive asked is content with where they are in life,...

quite possibly the happiest day of my life.my girlfriend chose me.over him, the one i have had fears that they have been growing closer, she chose me.over him, the one that picked her up in the darkest time of her life.i cant even describe how happy i am now.she just told me then. it was certainly a shock. i was expecting her to swing the other way. i was preparing myself for the worst....

well, lovely mibbians, i took your advice.i talked to my girlfriend about the way i was feeling.and it didnt turn out so good.she didnt flip out, she didnt accuse me of anything. and that was the problem. she didnt say anything at all. i told her how i was feeling, with the whole stupid decision thing, i told her that i was worried about her having this pressure put on her. i told her that if she...

i feel weak. out of control of my life. strangely so. and all because of him.i feel her drifting towards him more and more each day. i have to constantly wonder what shes thinking about when were together. whether her thoughs are somewhere else entirely. whether shes wishing she was somewhere else entirely.and theres not a thing i can do.i have no control. i cant ban her from seeing him; they are...

life is good.the sun is shining, the birds singing, and i have the love of my life back in my arms. just one little flaw in my perfect world- im pretty sure she has feelings for this Dave character. Dave, the one that "picked her up when she hit rock bottom", in her words. unfortunately, i was the one that caused that rock bottom. and im scared im going to lose her again. and this time it will be...

hi everyoneim new on here, i basically just got an account recently because i wasnt coping with my extreme mental anguish well.so anyway...i basically lost the the only girl ive ever loved. and im aching. i cant do anything without her. i just curl up on my bed, feeling like theres a piece of me ripped out. a gaping hole where my heart used to be. i miss the sparkling in her intelligent blue eyes....