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not much just got home

thank you!
what is boo?
you and your american slang

ILALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALA, LOVE YOU.
And I didn't ! :D There wasn't any fluid or anything like that in it. so im stuck with this thingy for now.

Hii i'm fantastic. Thanks :P
Well how's your weekend?

Thank the good lord !

YERP. I gots to get a big ass needle in my knee . Well, at least that's what papa told me ......

Sorry.
are you still with danny?

Hiii sup?

IMISSYOUTOO! ICANNOTBELIEVETHATWEAREGETTINGAHURRICANE ?!
IAMSOFLIPPINGFREAKEDOUTIDRANKLIKEFOURREDBULLSINLIKEANHOUR&AHALF! ICANNOTSTOPTALKINGFAST! ITHINKTHATNANAISGONNASLAPME !!!!!

RUNNNNNNAWAAAAYYYY !!! <3

Yessh

YO ! TEXT ME ! :D

Lauren . I do not understand ?
I don't really give a crap about anything anymore .
Last night Austin told me something and asked me out . I couldn't just say no . So about maybe thirty minutes later ? he broke up with me saying that he doesn't want a girlfriend right now . & with everything going on it just made things worse .

Blaah. I cant believe how blind I am . :(

Sup chicka !
not much talkin to Dillon

hey chicka ! (:

dude . Hey :D

what? I'M GOING THROUGH A LIFE CRISES AND YOUR FREAKING BECAUSE PEOPLE THINK YOU'RE A LEZ. WOOOOOW ! BUT, YOU'RE NOT ! OKAY? PROVE THEM WRONG ! OT THAT HARD !

hiii :P

I'm just so freaking over the shit . but, then I get sucked right back into it . Lauren, I'm just hurting myself . I tried separating myself from everything and everyone but that didn't work . I tried to forget about things . i tried to work things out with people. I ate till I got sick . I keep stressing . I feel like crying . My mood changes every second now . and I flip out on everyone who brings something bad up about my life . I'm seriously ripping my hair out . I'm about to explode . I feel like everyone just turned their backs to me and won't talk to me . And Dylan ? what happened to our relationship ? he barely even accepts me as a friend anymore . I don't even know why . & Austin ? I have no idea . I feel like jumping off the side of the earth . and now every night I'm dreams that my mom came back asking for my forgiveness . and then she just vanishes. Just disappears. And I get hurt all over again . I just really want to fine her . It's just to hard ! And when i go down stairs I can't even go by grandpas room anymore . It hurts to much . When I sit down at the kitchen table I see him sitting across from me trying to start a conversation with me . Lauren, it just really hurts . I can't take any of this anymore . I want to change . I want to just start everything over . I hate my life the way it is . Please help me .

I got it and i replied ! and I'm glad that everything went good ! (:
but if anything goes wrong you can call me eand come over !