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GOT A FACEBOOK FINALLY :D
add me :)
https://www.facebook.com/mishael.santiago
i check it pretty often.. more than here.. if i havent gotten back to u on here btw, sorry!!! its hard to get on here!
facebook is connected to my ohone so its easier.. anyway talk to me on there n ill get back to u
love u!
-oreo

Thank you for the comments on my photo and my poem :). You are very sweet, and it means a lot that you would even leave a commet :) and that is an awesome pose.

You Welcome And My Name Is Kianni Hi :)

Hi! I'm Errin!

My sister from another world! Wazzzup?
It's been so long.
I updated The F Word...a lot ( I think)
But you really should check it out.
I saw you updated 10 Bucks so I'll go read it now!

Oh, and I'm looking foreword to more updates :)

You're welcome :) and I'm sorry :p about that grade.

Hey. I haven't talked to you in a while. How are you doing? Happy New Year!

It's alright. At least you're not like me. Sometimes I don't respond to comments just out of sheer laziness. xD And I don't even own a laptop. I just have a desktop at home and we have a love/hate relationship.

People at church don't understand me, either. They'll ask me how I don't feel God in the world, in all the wonders surrounding us. I s'pose I can appreciate beauty, but that doesn't convince me of any sort of omnipresent creator. I don't want to really deny that one exists, because there is a possibility, but I do not comprehend it, because everything is so contradictory and that just makes me so frustrated sometimes. If I try to sort it all out, nothing makes sense and in the end all I am is scared. Whenever I did believe in God, it was such a forced, unnatural belief, partially because it felt as if I were trapped. And what for? I want freedom, and that's not something I've found in a system constantly bringing itself and so many things around it to pieces in the name of a deity that's been made out to be a dictator. Selfish and insignificant as it is, I HATE that, the control over me which is implied in religion and belief in any sort of ethical monotheism.

I may... I've been in a state of stagnation religiously. Spirituality somehow just doesn't interest me or have direct enough benefits enough to endure an emotional crisis (which surely will occur if I decide to pursue it again). Thank you for being polite about the matter, by the way. A lot of people like to take the "YOU'RE GOING TO HELL" point and shove it down my throat, and I think that drives so many people away, and to despise Christianity. Makes 'em come off as snobs.

Numbers can be fun. Except in math class. There, they suck. Sometimes.

I recommend all of my stories. *yells in loud voice* HAPPY ALMOST NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey!
1/ No prob!
2/ Thanks
3/ A long time ago! I updated right after, and I'm gonna update again soon.
4/ They went great actually.. got reports and I have the highest avg. in the Form 4's, so yeah.
5/ They are awesome and I love them. I just haven't had the time to read yet.
PS. I went on a surprise mini-vacation in Trinidad and I just got back. It was awesome! Haven't been there in like 11 years, so it was great xD
L8R! <3

naww it's alright XP hope u had a great winter break!

lolz I think my depression more behavioural, idk why they'd say no to the hug :( Id want a hug lola. and thanks for checking them out :) all good with u being busy, it happens, and yea I try to block people in real life, they either give me a weird look or are like wtf are u doing

Just something people call me online. I love apples and I like being referred to as a fruit.^^
Makes me feel edible

Sorry dude but your endless pit of sadness is gonna have to last a bit longer xD
My exams start next week..with the hardest two first! Evil much?
Yeah I'm trying but.......no promises =P
PS I'll get round to reading your updates just as soon as I have time =/
xD <3

Aww I wish you good luck with college! I don't know where Izzy is now, actually. She just disappeared like poof =/
So I kinda restarted the story... I hope no one minds. Thanks so much for the tip! I really appreciate your cheering me up c:

also glass pieces is one of my newest, I like it alot. And why im depressed.... well its one of those things that is mostly in my mind. but some things are just overwhelming and its hard to keeep up with it all

Thanks. :3

I treat my computer as if it were a person sometimes... We're bff, man.

Methodists, as I was raised, are one of the less "fire-and-brimstone" denominations. We're not so focused on sin and Hell as we are on love for one another. That's the main difference I've noticed over the last several years of having a Southern Baptist preacher.

My parents are pretty faithful Christians; my mom was raised Catholic and as for Dad, I'm not sure. I just find everything simultaneously plausible yet so unrealistic and therefore I really don't know what I believe, and sometimes I don't even think it's relevant. I say I may as well be an agnostic in denial because my beliefs probably line up pretty well with agnosticism, but I'm sort of in denial about it.

As for doesn't fit, it just feels like everything everywhere contradicts. If there's one contradiction, then everything falls apart because I don't know what's true and what isn't and I don't want to make any decisions. I'm a very indecisive person, which might be why I've been in an existential crisis since the age of eleven.

yea trust me the first time I actually admitted to someone that I cut I almost backed out, it took me so many tries before I could get it out. Thankfully im pre good at acting so not alot of people know I cut anymore, but on here... I feel I can tell more people without being judged. And for what u shud read first is probably my poem thats title is in japanese. The other one I really like is probably Arms of Scars

no worries I get ya people are busy so no worries!
OF COURSE!
aw I'm sorry that stinks!
:D
um... for that you would need friends who you don't just talk to at school... and I have few to none of those... and the ones I may have are busy... yeah... I'm a loser like that sorry you're talking to a loser
(and yes if you have to know I'm a lonely person... you get used to it no big)