Your friends have no right to say that. They don't know what goes on other than what you let them know. When I told my friend, she was surprised because I didn't ever really show it too much. But that doesn't mean I didn't have problems. You need to tell them that. That you do have problems even though it doesn't always seem like it. Because your friends are supposed to support you.
Its amazing cause we was like talking about how their music is for all the outcasts and when their fans or BVB Army as he calls them come out no one is an outcast by themselves they all are. And how he doesn't give a shit about what people think of their music because its their sound and when people trash it and say its emo and whatever he loves that cause their proving his point and the last line in the article is Haters keep hating we love you or something along those lines...I was amazed I was reading it at a resturant and was like : O haha
Well, that still doesn't really sound like a relationship you would wanna be in..
But yes, stopping is hard. But you have to take one day at a time. I know that's a cliche thing to say, but it's true. You can't go on and think "I'll be free for the rest of my life." You ahve to think "I'm not going to cut today." And then repeat that thought every day. Some days you might fail, and that's okay. There's always another day.
Also, smile. Even if you're not happy, smile. Force a smile. And just sit there and smile for like five minutes. I know this sounds ridiculus, but smiling realises the "happy hormone". So in simple terms smiling equals happiness.
First off, if you don't like your current boyfriend you shouldn't be with him. That's not really fair to him, is it? :/
But as for your self harm problem, I know how it is. I'm a recovering self harmer with now two years and eight months free from any sort of harming. So, I can tell you with confident that it does get better. It may not feel like it, but it does. It's hard, but you will get through it. You just need to find another way of coping, because cutting isn't a good way.
An thought your parents doesn't need to know, you should probably consider getting some sort of help. Like a nurse or something. It might help.
To bad you can't control what I wear!!! : p You'll like one of the 3 shirts I bought! haha Good you should : p Hey do you still want me to bring the magazine with Andy's interview in it to school on tuesday<3
I like your name, I think it's nice. c:
And I'm doing good. My life is not the best, but far better than it used to be.
Do you want to talk about it? Since you're not doing so well?
That was not my entire life...that wasn't even the half of it! : p
I dare you to make a 100 things about you and see what you come up with!!!
Oh so yesterday I bought this my chemical romance shirt and it has paint splatters everywhere and I was trying to figure out what it looked like and my mom was like it looks like your guys freaky weird baby so i bought it hahaa