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Goddammit I miss you.

P.S. Corey dumped me at a swim meet. Back in October. A few months of confusion and clingy sobbing later, she hates my guts and refuses to look at, talk to, or acknowledge the existence of me. Just look a bit down at my profile comments and you'll see. The only comfort on this front is that 1) she was a fucking shitty friend and 2) I'm about to be dating a better friend, after some confusion over who SHE was actually in love with. But thinking of her dulls the pain, even though I miss having someone to tell all my dumb music jokes to. Oh yeah, and 95% of her friends now hate me too, or at least refuse to talk to me.

And I'm terrified of all of them. Which doesn't help. Every time I see Meredith I kinda... freeze up... and cower... and run and find Abbie and whimper into her shoulder until everything goes away because I love her and she's fantastically perfect. But the fact that there are still idiots in my life makes everything so. much. harder. And Corey deleted her Facebook... Hmm, I wonder why... I honestly wouldn't be surprised if my mom sent her some really nasty message XD I hope when school starts again she walks in on Abbie and I making out in a supply closet or something. That would be the ultimate middle finger in her face. Because something tells me that she's gonna have a little bit of trouble finding love again, especially if she has the guts or decency to tell potential boyfriends just how badly she crushed me.

That story... Regret... I do not know how to say whether or not I regret... anything... because I don't know... I'm learning to forget how to think right now. I don't want to think. And so I'm wholeheartedly focusing on Abbie and not the people who hurt me and scare me and tore me apart. One lesbian love triangle at a time.

If only Abbie wasn't convinced that I'm still fucking in love with Corey. That... complicates things. But she wants to be with me and that's very good. Very good indeed. My life will live.

My christmas was amazing! I got this wicked awesome camera!!! And my new years...omg...got kissed at midnight and then asked to be someones girl...so im no longer a single lady...and I think this ones gonna stick, just because its with someone that I've gone on a few dates with before and i've been talking to for awhile...like...awhile. =) But awwww what a way to ask someone =) How was your christmas and new years lovey?

Thanks for the comment Lys! It means a lot. It's the 1st of january right now, and it's ratehr hectic over here. Not off to a good start, fighting between mother and I...grrrr.... but anyway, Happy New Year Lyszi! I hope you have a great one :D

My room is a bombshell, and I'm still working away at your Christmas present that sadly is going to be late. I just can't get it right!

Yay! Wardrobe additions!

I'm glad you had a good Christmas! Although it sucks that it didn't snow :( Anatomy drawing book :D Someone knows you well! Has it helped solved the lung dilemma? A tattoo kit in your hands sounds dangerous :D Good dangerous, but still. Don't go too crazy :)

Camping was alright. The place was beautiful and all, but the company wasn't great. It was all my brother and my mother's friends. I had no one but a moody girl that I used to friends with. She's a pessimist, puts herself down, and is always bored. She wore make up every day, while we were camping in an isolated spot...alone...going swimming all the time.  I just tried to draw stuff, along with writing in my notebook, swam (because it was hot), and took photos with my iPod that can do that (yay). It wasn't horrible. I'd rather have been at home though. I got a tan :( 

I'll get on Skype when I get out of bed...(soon lol. Ten minutes max)

I'm glad you're feeling better, and everything went smoothly around Christmas for you I hope :D

Aimbo

I'm back from camping :D

I hope you had a wonderful christmas :D

I'll be online in the morning. Just thought you might like to know.

Merry Christmas!! (Although belated, I'm sorry :D)

It's boxing day over here, and we're going camping for four days. About to leave the house. I don't particularly like camping, but maybe this will be okay.

I got many lovely things for christmas! A new ipod (my old one was dying slowly), some lovely clothes, henna tattoo powder, Dragon Age 2 (yay), to name my favourites :D

What did you get?

I have got to go :( I'll talk to you soon hopefully :D

Merry Christmas Lys, although belated :D

http://stories.mibba.com/read/440426/Ghosts-Dont-Die/

I'm alive. And I miss you!

LYZSIIIIIIII!!!!!!! I love you! I miss you!! PICTURES ASSHOLE!

Lyzsi!!!
I had the most weird ass dream last night...
Ray and Brittany Spears had a baby together, but everyone one thought that Gee was the baby-daddy, but it was really Ray.

Laptop...dad...new...igjolshflkgjs....

My dad just gave me a laptop. For christmas. A brand new laptop...and it's decent...I'm waiting for the catch.

England :D

How can you write so much in so little time?

I've just sat down for my hour of writing (hopefully more), after being at another most incredibly boring family barbeque. *sigh*

The weather, is sooooooo hooooooooot. It's thirty degrees and it's sixpm....it should be cooling down! But Amyland....in Amyland it's snowing, and Amy is often vacant going on vacations to Mikeyland.

Have fun at the party/gig :D It's saturday evening here. I have no clue what time it is over where you are. I'll make a random guess that it's the morning.

Family fell apart? I hope everythings okay over in Lyzsiland :D

One pair of jeans? I own three, in which I live along with my band t-shirts. People think I'm a boy because of my hair and the way I dress. It's not my fault that my hair is at an awkward stage, and why does it make me a boy if I don't wear dresses all the time. Guys never seem to think I'm a guy, but girls do. It gets old fast.

Christmas prep...well...I've got all my shopping done, books and cds and stuff, some really nice white gold jewlery for mum, but I'm still snowed under with my making of a soundtrack of 2011 for Gage and Rayne, and making your present, as well as wrapping and cards and stuff. Wilson's hay fever is terrible this year, so we have no tree. It's really sad :( No christmas tree :(

I can't wait to show the next chapter to you when I'm done! It's harder to write than I anticiapted, considering the plotline changes and grows constantly. You were going to make a cameo appearance type thing, but now...you'll see :D I've deceided to post it on New Years Eve, for reasons I'm sure you understand. A teaser will be posted on Christmas morning though :D

Today I've been listening to Dean Martin Christmas carrols, (a bit of Frank Sinatra, but I prefer Dean Martin), because originally mum made us, and then I started to like them. They're better than any other ones (other than MCR and Blink 182)

I'm banned from my ipod :(

Love Australia :D

You UPDATED :):D

So how is the weather in the lovely Lyzsiland?

I FOUND A PAIR OF BRIGHT AQUA JEANS! I've been looking for a decent pair everywhere, and I found some at this incredible store Dangerfield yesterday! Now, they are mine. What a superficial thing to be happy about. But I'm happy nonetheless :)

I'm about half way through the second chapter of the sequel, which (you make an appeance in ;)) has been incredibly hard to write. It's not so much angry, more like remorseful. I can't wait to get back to the co-write!

I have some friends coming over today. They live a good three hours away, and we rarely see eachother.

That's my news. Nothing too exciting. Latest news from Lyzsiland?

It's Christmas, so I can listen to all my favorite carols! All I Want For Christmas Is You (MCR version) and Happy Holidays You Bastard, along with Tge Nightmare Before Christmas songs :D Yay.

If you're around, as soon as I can bring myself to get out of bed, I'll be on skype. Thought you should know, in case you want to chat :D

(Sent to all who I think will be interested :p)
Heey!
Just letting you know that i've started a new story - a Harry Potter one to be exact. The prologue is up right now if you want to have a look :)
(It's called Secrets)
Preace out! xx

You're probably not awake, but I'm on skype, and I just posted an SESS update! Thought you'd like to know.

Damn, I missed you! I'll be on tomorrow, relatively the same time as usual. Sounds like you've been ultra busy :D

Hey Lyz :)

You've gone MIA again, havent you?

Just commenting to see how your going. How are you?

Lyzsiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hoe I misses you very much. And I has news about my new mister.

Lyzsi!! I miss you!!

Hey, Lyz, I'm on skype if you want to chat :D Just thought you should know :D