Hahaha, oh god, that does sound a bit like me, hah! :-D But yeah, I've been saying this at least a thousand times but thanks for all this help and support <3
thank you so much for your comment on keep my close.
it really made my day <3
and you'll learn more about...well, everything i s'pose, within the next couple of chapters. i think. xD
butyeah. it wasn't a weird comment! it was a very lovely one. again, thank youuuu for commenting and reading.
(if anything, THIS was a weird comment.)
Exactly! I suppose it gets easier after some time. I've been all miserable for about a week now, hahah, I've just been eating lots of ice cream and watching super sappy movies. I find myself pretty lonely at the moment and don't really know what to do but I'm sure it'll all get better!
Hahhaah, exactly! Though, I don't really like cats... Well maybe I'll start to like them when I realize that I will be forever alone! :-D
But I mean, sure, it's the best that we're not together anymore. It's just really hard and it probably will be for a while. But in the end, it's not the end of the world, is it? Thanks for all this lovely help you've been giving me, I find it really easy to talk to you :-)!
We basically broke up because of something that was said once again. There's this thing in our past which I won't talk about, mostly because I try not to think about it, but yeah, one of us always brings that subject up which leads to fights. And the trust thingy made me angry at him and he was angry at me because of the way I act etc. We both just hurt each other so much. I suppose we're one of those couples that fight and break up and then get back together and this goes on and on. But this time it's over for good, I believe. Not because I want it to be that way, though... :( This sucks. Sigh.
Hmpfh, well, have you figured out a way to solve the problem? :/ Are you going to talk to her/him about it or just go on as if nothing's happening?
I suppose things were going great for a moment but then all stupid things happened and here I am again, sitting alone in my apartment. This fucking sucks because this time I actually wanted things to work out and I still want to be with him. Seriously, though, I really want him. I'll never want him to be with another girl :(
You definitely are allowed and should be angry! This is actually a really hard situation. How good of a friend is she to you, though? And do you think that if she does something with him, you two won't be friends anymore?
Because, in my opinion, if she wasn't that good of a friend, I'd probably forget about her and try and find a better friend. But then again, if she is very important to you and you never want to lose her, it's a tough situation.
Remember though that you've done nothing wrong and you have a reason to be angry!
Things aren't going that great for me neither.. I went to England on Monday, broke up with my boyfriend and now I'm back home and single. The trip didn't exactly go as planned, heh!
Oh shit, I don't know what to say! I know how you feel, or I think I do, and wow, that sucks! Do you really think that something could happen between the two of them? Either way, if she's your friend and especially one of your best friends, she shouldn't be acting like that with your ex. She should know better than to mess around with someone that you've been with. But, after all, things like these happen all the time and it really sucks.
I know you can't just tell her that she can't do it or anything with him but for fucks sake, she should understand the situation from your point of view without you explaining it to her.
I'd tell you to just forget about it all but I know it's not that simple :/ Just let her (and him, if he cares about you at all) know that you're not okay with them being so close. Do something to let them know that they're hurting you with their actions. Sorry, I really don't know what to say, I hope this helps at all!
thanks so much for your in-depth comment! it made my day to read it. and hey, don't worry about over-analyzing, that's one of my favorite things to do. and as a writer/reader it's the best way to understand things. thinking and talking... it all comes down to that. anyway, thanks again for your amazing review.
Aww thank you for all this help and support! I haven't talked to him in a few days but I will be flying to England on Monday so we'll see how things go then! :)
No, I'm pretty sure he did it because he wanted to hurt me and because he acts like a prick sometimes. Sometimes I don't even know why I waste my time on him but after all, I care about him too much to let go. I just think it would be easier if we weren't together but if we broke up, I would be miserable, you know?
All I want is to make this work. I hate how fast things can change and how one day we're really happy, and the next we're fighting. I hate all this drama and bullshit. Man, I just want to be happy with him because I know that it's him if anyone who can make me happy. I feel a bit pathetic, whining about this, but I can't help myself. I don't know what to do with all this. I mean, I do want to be with him but I want him to understand that I'm serious and I want him to be just as serious. If we break up for a moment, he can't go to other girls. If we break up for good, he's allowed to do whatever he wants.
I apologize once again for bugging you with this, thanks for being there, though! You've been a big help, I can't thank you enough <3
Yeah, speaking of bad things... I just got into a fight with my boyfriend about the stuff that made me leave him a few months ago. I also found out that while we weren't together, a few months ago, he went out with lots of other girls and god knows what he did with them and yet he told me that I was the only one he wanted.
What sucks the most is that I really have no idea what he does while I'm in Sweden and he's in England. I know this won't work if we don't trust each other but if I find out stuff like that, it makes it kind of hard to trust him. We both have cheated before and I can't help but wonder if he will do it again.
Gah, I'm sorry for bothering you with this, I just had to let this all out. :/
Ah, really? I'm really glad that it went well and without any drama! Just keep in mind that you'll find the right one for you when the right time comes :)
Everything's going great for me, haha. A bit too great, actually. I've started to wonder if something bad is going to happen soon because there has been so much good stuff going on ;-D But yes, life is good at the moment!
Hehehe, you'll have to wait and see what happens! ;) but thank you very much for the comment and I've been meaning to ask you how you've been and what happened with your boyfriend? If you even want to talk about it, that is!