I just read my last journal entry...I hadn't realized what I wrote...I don't know why I even bothered to write his name in it. I read it all and it just made me sick because I was just so head-over-heels for him then. I'd ask something, but I know I'd only get some smart remark. I mean, I wouldn't ask it to anyone's face, but still.What if he somehow read that?What if he read THIS?Don't even...