That is crazy. Hopefully it won’t get to out of hand, and try to find some peace again. Or at least that is being positive. I couldn’t even imagine what that would be like and I’m sorry that you have to go through that.
I know how you feel. My mom's younger brother was with me and his wife. They'd went outside to smoke. Past 6 years it'd been me and my mom regardless of our fights. It was just me and her all the time. Guess that's how she wanted it to be when she left.
It was me and her, she struggled to breathe for a moment, and next thing I knew both her ICU nurses were coming in and it's all a blur. I remember hitting the floor and screaming.
I am so sorry honey. My mom's was on her right lung. She had 5% of her lung working. My mom was on life support for 2 days after she collapsed at 2 oclock the morning everything happened. But where the ambulance service left her without oxygen they killed her brain stem and that's what killed her. I am an only child, so I had to make the decision to take her off life support.
I am grateful she'd told her siblings what she wanted. But it was the worst choice that I ever made in my life. I am sending thoughts and prayers to you and your dad to help you all through this rough time honey.
It don't get any better. I lost my dad 6 years ago.
Between my mom and dad's deaths. They were 6 days and 6 years apart. I still am not over my dad, and like I said it's been 6 years. But with my mom it's been so much harder. Plus I have 4 kids, and they ask me every day is Nana coming home, and I break down. My mom had a tumor on her right lung she had no idea at all about. The ambulance service here in my area, killed her. They left her without oxygen for 10 minutes. It's been rough.
I am so sorry honey, you're in my thoughts. I am always here if you need anyone to talk to. I may not can give the best advice, but I will give my ear and shoulder for you to lean and talk on honey.
I will be honest. No. I feel the same thing. My mom lived with me where she was so sick. I took care of her and all. It's horrible and hard. Everyone has told me it'll get easier. But it doesn't. I have days where I smell scents she wore strong, thinking she's there I turn and she's not. The depression is horrible right now. It's really set in that she's never coming back home.
If you ever need to talk I am here, no matter what honey.
I’m here for you. And I’m always willing to talk about whatever. Just remember to take a breathe every once in awhile when it gets to be too much. And that I care about you.
I get that and I’m sorry that you are having to go through that. You just gotta feel what you feel and do what you gotta do. And honestly if I was there I would give you a hug.