okay. Its been a really long time since I've been on. Sorry guys, but at least now I have stories to talk about!So Todd (the guy I dated this summer and the previous) totally cheated on me with one of my friends! One of my best friends nonetheless! Plus I found out about it the day before the concert we were supposed to go to together for our six month! so i now owe him $60 bucks because i brought...

i am not allowed to post the after party stories i guess. oh well. lets just say the after party was wayy more fun! sorry for not being able to post but the other people dont want me posting so i dont want them mad at me. but i will say that i got to sleep on the couch with my boyfriend. who is being an asshole right now. but whatever and there was a lot of um.... interesting stuff happening. like...

ok so i finally got my nails off so i can type this. here we goMy dress was lavender. i wore flats because that boy is short. maybe 5'6" and im 5'10". just for your information. now for those of you who dont know im not dating the guy i went to prom with. he went with someone else. i went with mavrick and todd is my boyfriend. got it? good. now for the story.so i went and got my hair done at 8:30...

So on Wednesday Ryan Andrews killed himself. Ryan and I didnt always see eye to eye but we found a way around that. I dont get why he did this. He was only sixteen with a whole future ahead of him. If he needed help he could have talked to one of the many people crying for him in the halls. We all loved Ryan. No matter who you were or how old you were its pretty much a sure thing that Ryan touched...

so shawn broke up with me... again.... but now that he broke up with me i got asked to prom and kinda asked out.... by one of my best friends.... i dont know if its such a good idea to date him but prom sounds nice..... i dunno... any advice?? I have so much to do and not having a boyfriend frees up quite a bit of time. plus if something goes wrong i dont want him and i to lose our friendship.......

Hey again.So this week is finals week. Thats one big stress load. Doesnt help that my uncle's friend got murdered this weekend so their whole family is depressed. My little cousin is already thinking suicide and going through a hard time so he really didnt need that added. So I gotta give my final speech tomorrow, seventh hour, and I'm totally freaked about that because its worth so much and i...

Hey there again. Yeah its me. duh. So Der is really getting on my nerves. I really wish he would just get the hint and leave me alone.So I'm totally over stressed and over worked and AH! i just feel like screaming! there's so much to do and the workload just keeps rising!theres1. Study for Finals2. Go to Class3. Write final speech and make powerpoint.4. Keep up social life5. Keep boyfriend...

So my birthday was good. I went bowling on the day then the friday after my mom threw me a suprise party at Dressens. It was sooo fun and I pretty much figured out who really cares for me and who doesnt.Christmas was sucky but thats just because i hate the whole holiday.So any guys out there i need you to translate something for me. My boyfriend keeps tellin me he wants to stay with me forever but...

Yea. So this whole sweet 16 thing is going horribly. My boyfriend is a fucking bastard. I can seriously hate him. I will tell you how this works out after tomorrow. So I hope this all works out or else it could ruin our relationship for a long time.I really hope Sam and Derek showed our commercial today. I dont really trust sam with my flash drive but what choice had I? If it doesnt come back in...

So today Kenz and I told Dan off. Hopefully he won't be bugging us anymore. Sam H is being a jerk again and he is really starting to bug me with the whole "you know you still love me" thing. Though I'm starting to think he's not so far off on the whole "shawn is bad. he's just gonna hurt you again." thing. Shawn told me he wants to just hang out at my house on friday like everyother time we have a...