Yeah that's the funny part, watching somebody new at reading manga figure out how to read.
I don't like them that much because most of them are about middle school or elementary kids.
Maybe you have a social disorder? It can't hurt to find out :)
You shouldn't feel scared to interact with the same living, breathing organisms that you are a part of, too.
Don't worry about the bullies :) When you get older and leave that social circle, you'll realise just how silly it all was.
I, too, don't make friends easily. I haven't seen any friends in ages, and it really doesn't bother me. I'm just not phased.
If you wanna make friends, maybe just try putting yourself out there a little more :) It's hard, but it's sometimes well worth it.