You can learn to love anything I think, if you need to badly enough. I trained myself to enjoy feeling hungry. If my stomach contracts, or I wake up feeling nauseated, or I'm light-headed, or have a hunger headache or better yet, all of the above, it means I'm getting thinner, if feels good. I feel strong, on top of myself, in control.i know that its bad,but i just cant help it.i know that im not...

this is all going to sound so jumbled up, sorryi have really bad confidence issuesand it doesnt help that everytime i be nice to someone,they use to me until their content then dump me and spread rumours about mei practically have no self esteem and people are always making it worsemy 'friends' are never there for meand when they actually stopped talking about the bf's and listened to meall they...