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haha exactly. i don't know if i want to be a unicorn but that's life. i guess, its just hard to think that you are when you have a sister like that. prettier and skinnier and stuff. i think you will because they are awesome. exactly and i want to get into a good college. i don't want to go to some community college. i want the real college experience. yeah, as well as story updates even though i'm already really horrible at that. we can text each other though. well then lets do that. *smiles* DO IT! Have you asked your mom about the concert again?? awe, well i'm going to probably download it illegally so i don't know. HAHA! I love that you said that. that really made me laugh.

haha, well that's what i plan to do. i mean if they don't have any that's cool but it would be awesome if they had tattoos. well then i guess that's why everyone has sex a lot. and then there is us, the unicorns. SEE! THAT'S WHAT I FUCKING HAVE TO COMPETE WITH! SHE FUCKING VERY STUNNINGLY GORGEOUS! I look like a fucking humongous girl compared to her. like ah! Thank you for the compliment though. its hard to feel like you look good next to that, it really is. i'm the only bigger girl in my family. it really is their best album. i love EVERY song on that album! I'm even halfway decent playing piano to one of the songs. School is going to be my number one priority though. that i do know. if i don't get on the computer for a day or a week (i don't think i can do that though) then so be it. its junior year. i need good grades. college is right around the corner. Wouldn't it though, and then we can like tell each other if we get into the same college and then it will be amazing! That's not weird at all. pat is more than adorable! The Maine's newest single. You'll Never Know. lol. I DON'T EVEN KNOW! ITS ALL CRAZY! I'm just glad that you love all of that now so we can fangirl sometimes together. (:

You're very welcome! :D

I'D SAY BOTH! *smiles widely* I'd be like "ohmygoshyouarethemostbeautifulthingintheword! letmeloveyoucaressyourpaintedskin! i'd be talking all fast and stuff and the guy would be like what the fuck. like if i see anyone with tattoos anywhere i will end up staring at them for a little bit, the tattoos not the people. i just love tattoos so much. you already know about that. I mean thats what sex is like. pain and pleasure. you knew i was going to take it sexual. sex is a workout i hear. its all good. i don't care what he thinks. hes an asshole. i don't think she would like me doing this, but i don't care. ill show you an actual picture of what she looks like. im not that good at describing anything, not at all. THIS and THIS I mean How am I supposed to compete with that?? This is the one of two both of us this summer. I mean shes one of the reasons i feel bad in my skin and feel all fat all the time. Yeah, maybe that's why. Just listen to sinners never sleep. that's my ALL TIME favorite YMAS album. EW! I don't want to go back to waking up early and less computer time. ah, im really excited for school though too. While you have fun on tumblr i have to learn things. ah. don't remind me. Monday is sooner than i want it to be. its already Friday. YES! WE WILL APPLY TO SOME OF THE SAME COLLEGES! Let the games begin! Okay, i was just curious. No, i was talking about John. not about the guy who plays Tate, but if you wanna watch it go ahead. i dont want to personally. so that means you didnt get the single?? confused face. AH! You didnt even like PTV not too long ago. oh my gosh. i converted you and it feels amazing. i remember months ago i was in walmart texting you to listen to PTV and you were along the lines of "I dont know, they seem really hardcore. i dont know if i like them" and look at you now. *proud mother face*

WHAT?! NOT ATTRACTIVE BODY?! I don't know you anymore. ha, just kidding. those are also amazing attributes that he possesses. HAHA, well as you know i'm not there yet Nikki. its only day three because its one thirty right now. those are hard though, my body is sore. i'm going to do it tomorrow too. Oh my gosh, well here's what had happened. it has to do more with my dad. it was Monday night it happened. i'm just going to copy and paste it. i saw my dad today for the first time since the incident and the first thing he says to me is "Jordan, how are you? Still don't believe in God" and he was being all sarcastic while smiling/smirking. and i threw that same smile/smirk back at him while i was doing dishes and said. "Yup" and he shakes his head and stuff then says "You're going to hell." and my witty response was "I cant go somewhere I don't believe in." SO THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED! haha, terets?? lol. i know that isn't funny, but i kinda find it amusing. its just the butts, well for my side. id kill to look like my older sister though. *drops everything, eyes go wide, and drink is spewed from out of my mouth to the computer screen* WHAT?! NOT A FAN OF YOU ME AT SIX?! AH! This isn't a deal breaking or anything, but you're not right. they are all amazing. well with the day I've had i'm more going to write it tomorrow. its already two twenty. see what tumblr does to me. i start school on Monday. i need to go to bed early. THAT WOULD BE PERFECTION! We wouldn't get any work done! lol. just kidding. we'd go to a lot of kick ass concerts though. WHY DO YOU SAY THAT STUFF TO ME?! YOU KNOW I'M GOING TO WANT MORE DETAILS THAT I'M NOT GOING TO GET! I guess i'm going to have to respect that. its all good. for how many chapters do you think they're going to be in Tempe again?? how many chapters do you think are going to be in this whole story. Its a television show. and its not really much of a horror, its just really weird and creepy. of course you thought he was cute. lol. He is part of the perfection circle to me. hes in there with the big dogs like Austin and Kellin. is it weird that I've loved The Maine longer but i love other bands more. you know what i mean. YEAH MAN! DO IT! ITS ONLY .99 CENTS! I'm kinda pissed because i only have .72 cents. its like SO CLOSE! AH! You need to listen to it. you'll love it. they really are the bestest. (:

THAT'S WHAT MY MOM SAID TOO! OH MY GOSH! I NEED TO SEE PICTURES! That sounds more than adorable. Like at this point its not even the outside that attracts me. yes, its a plus but i'm very attracted to their inside. Especially Austin's. Because for nine of them i was sleeping. and i wasn't starving myself. i just didn't really feel hungry and didn't want to go downstairs. why give him some sort of satisfaction. i was over it. did i tell you what happened last night?? I already have a fucked up metabolism because i'm overweight. And that's what I love about Jack and Cass. I like my boobs to a point, they're just so big. ah. and i don't like smiling too much, with my teeth that is. i'm never alone when it comes to that. i just like to think i am sometimes. no one does Nikki. I think i have you beat in that department. My EIGHT year old sister has a bigger but then i do. well its more rounder and stuff but yeah, its bigger than mine. YES WE WILL SPEND HOURS PLAYING GAMES! *LE GASPS* NOT A FAN OF JOSHUA! Oh my gosh, that may be deal breaker, but its all good. Why would you change the rating?? are you planning on adding some stuff?? what?! wait, so i'm writing the explaining part?? i'm kinda confused now. lol. YES! THAT IS ALL I'M ASKING FOR! AH! Dreaming only goes so far though Nikki. I wish I could meet someone. I JUST NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE! ha, okay, i can ignore that. WHAT?! WORD! I'm thinking about North Carolina actually. Maybe if we apply at the same place or something. . . i don't know, just thoughts. WAIT?! WHATS GOING ON?! WHY AM I GOING TO HATE YOU BECAUSE OF THIS?! THIS MAKES NO SENSE! WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME NIKKI! Yeah, i just read it over and missed how you said the after one. Its Tate from American Horror Story. Isn't he adorable?? It's a REALLY creepy show. I've never seen it. my friend loves it and was talking to me about it and i was just like "whoa, what the fuck" its really really creepy and weird. You didn't know John smoked?? have you ever seen the said & done video?? i think his voice is still amazing. have you listened to their new b-side?? *immediately stops what i'm doing and looks at you in shock* YOU DID NOT JUST SAY THAT DID YOU?! I LOVE HOW JOHN LOOKS NOW! Ah, i don't know whats wrong with you but i respect your opinions. i love replying to long comments. (:

OH MY GOSH! WOULDN'T THEY?! THEY ARE SO PERFECT TOGETHER THAT IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY! I'm really not going to add gifs this time. takes up time and space. No one in school loves the kid with a wheely backpack though. making everyone trip and stuff. what a bother. OH MY GOSH! THAT IS SO PRECIOUS! NO OFFENSE BUT IT MAKES IT SO MUCH CUTER BECAUSE YOU'RE ASIAN! I love you Nikki! I mean he is a guy. guys are turned on by two girls making out. especially if they are both hot and or sexy. OF COURSE I WOULD LOVE TO BE THAT JORDAN! MY ALTER EGO IS AWESOME! THAT IS MY PERFECT FANTASY! How did you know?? haha lol. Isn't he?? he is just perfection all the time. i think i love him more than Kellin. . . . i don't know. EXACTLY! GIRLS CAN BE JUST AS PERVERTED IF NOT MORE THAN GUYS! I think i'm kinda a pervert, but its also because we are teenagers. He really did. he knew that she would do one of his shirts proud. man, you're short compared to the rest of the world. yeah. around 5'5" and a half sounds right to me. I am changing it too. of course i know that! but its just lately i haven't really been feeling hungry. like i am but i'm not. i think its because on Sunday when the thing with my dad happened i didn't eat for the rest of the day. i went twenty four hours without food. okay, so only three guys. you know i still love the fact that Jack and Cass are really good friends even after everything from the past. mine's more than one. its almost my whole body. the only thing i really like about me right now physically is my eyes because they're really pretty. the other stuff is bleh. that much self confidence in that one person is probably also most likely that they are self centered and egotistical. no one is ever one hundred percent satisfied with their body and if they are then it is only for a little while. JORDAN IS VOLUPTUOUS IN ALL THE RIGHT WAYS! She also has an ass because the real Jordan is tired of not having one. her friends call her butt an "inward indentation" honestly i have a love handle circle i feel like so i don't really consider myself to have hips. its kinda straight down. *looks down at the ground* that is not normal. i agree. i wish i could fit into my twenty two year old sister's clothes. sadly i cannot though. I LOVE BOARD GAMES! When we meet each other we are definitely going to play some board games. HAHA IT WAS ALL FOR AUSTIN CARLILE! Of course Alan would be like that. he's just GOTTA be the man. okay, i don't know if it really works that way but whatever. i just want a hug from a guy. *sad face* ME TOO! ITS AN AWESOME GAME! You don't know how much i love using Josh gifs. he is adorable. wait what about all of them?? playing apples to apples?? YES! I LOVE YOU FOR EVEN SAYING THAT! THE TRUTH! You know just how to make me happy don't you?? that means the world to me and you should know that. do you want me to help you out on the explaining part?? I can totally do that for you, not too graphic but just enough. that really was, but whats done is sorta done. Vic got some action before the party too remember?? but yeah, he will be forever in the friendzone. *eyes widen* YOU ARE PERFECTLY RIGHT! They wouldn't learn anything if they did that. he BETTER come back into the picture or you wont like the sight of me. I see, well that was the first thing i thought of. cutesy with the guys works for me too though. but still, the running after each other is the most adorable thing. FUCK FAN-FICTIONS FOR TELLING ME HOW LOVE REALLY ISN'T! FAIRY TALES! DAMN! I don't know what girl wakes up to that. i don't know if he has a girlfriend or anything. i think Austin wakes up to that quite often not right beside him but still. ISN'T IT?! The interview where he does that is kinda amazing too. he talks about Copeland. its so adorable. you need to watch it! That is really true. Zack is Cassandra's soulmate though. nothing can break that. how much drama are you thinking?? yeah, all i remember when you were talking about leaving was when everyone was at brunch Jordan said to Vic they couldn't see each other unless he came to see her really early in the morning, so i don't know. yeah, i see. that makes a little sense. OH MY GOSH! EXACTLY HOW I FEEL! Who knows though, this is going to be a new year for the both of us. Junior year man. colleges and shit. it really is sinking in now. YOU GO GLENN COCO! There is always college. College in the south maybe?? *very happy smile* YAY! I'm not alone when it comes to cooking, or lack there of! My mom and sister were like "you aren't going to find a man if you cant cook" or something like that because i was talking about how i could never be a housewife. you ship people. oh my gosh! i love you. WHAT?! ANOTHER GUY?! WHAT?! IMPOSSIBLE! The only guy that you like is Garrett and you cant take him because of Jenn and if you did that would be wrong. MAN! YOU GET TWO GUYS?! I just thought of that. lol. i'm fine with just one though so its all good in my hood. DAMN FORESHADOWING! the one where it says *emotional twirling*?? if so then that is Kurt from the hit television show Glee. and you should watch it. I dont recall it getting cute again. i was CRUSHED! Couldn't you tell?? And I agree with you that they are meant for each other. soulmates. JOHN?! REALLY?! I dont think i'd ever want John. i mean he smokes, he drink, sure it'd be fun to date him for a little bit but nothing serious. AUSTIN CARLILE IS PERFECTION! NO ONE CAN BEAT HIM! Good. and what an emotional ride that was. i did really love the chapter. man this comment is long. have fun replying to it (:

Tank you SO MUCH for your lovely comment on Sing Me To Sleep! I'm glad you like it so much c:

i mean it seems like no one can get enough of her. since you know that one tattooed man is starting to feel the same way maybe as the Mexican. i'll message you in a minute when i remember them. lol. ill message some things to you about Tempe too. I CANT WAIT! I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WITH THIS SLEEPOVER. Or maybe lack of sleep sleepover if you catch my drift (;

YES! TOTALLY AGREED! ITS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK! ha, wow. super Jaime to the rescue. lol. haha man, we are talking about Vic at this point right?? with the lips. i think so. it really should have been funnier and it wasn't. i do love me some Matthew. watching him in 500 days made me feel a little awkward because I've only seen him as Spencer. its weird. of course you want to know. ill message you about it later if i remember. i don't want people to maybe go on your page and then see what i'm thinking for it. that's instantly what i thought when you told me that. that is really weird yeah. i don't know. when the time comes for a man it will come. hm, you know i thought long and hard about Tempe too. i don't know, you're just really making me think with this story. and it was a pass to something else i think. THAT WOULD BE PERFECTION! That's why I want to be my sisters age. shes Twenty two and stuff. you say that, but i don't know. hopefully. yes, our own minds and how we react to certain things. YOU WILL MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD IF YOU DO! (:

haha yeah, i really hate that show though, Disney sucks nowadays. where are all the princesses?? maybe its both who knows?? he is always smiley and hyper. i love it. well that's good and i had the hangover stuff already written and then i texted you about it and didn't want to erase it. need to happen during the party or the brunch?? and i mean i'm okay with that if i get Austin. ah, i see. so many couples. but you think he's remember her outfit or something. maybe that's just me. i don't know. you may have not intended to do that, but that's how i interpreted it. of course. it kinda makes me like Tino though because you know he means no harm. i didn't see how it could be a comedy because it wasn't really funny. yeah it had little parts like the part where Paul meets summer, but other than that i didn't really find it funny. haha its just that i really wanted to use that gif. nothing personal. lol. you're a girl though, its okay for you to like those things. ew, just syrup. gross. YES DOUBLE DATE! Ah, totally agreed. OH I KNOW! HE REALLY IS! You know while i was laying in bed after i commented on your story i thought long and hard of what I feel should happen with certain relationships and how i kinda wanted them to go. i mean who knows what will happen at the sleepover *winks* i don't know, i'd love to know though. okay, as long as everyone didn't hear the phone call than i'm good. cause to me that's like you're ruining someone elses night because of your problems. So does that mean Cassandra wants to move on and let go of Zack?? because we already know Jordan wants to let go of Alex. it was amazing. yeah, very slow service indeed. THAT IS A BIG AGE DIFFERENCE! Its like "When I was a teenager your mother wasn't even born." it reminds me of pedophilia. of course it doesn't matter when you're older though because no one cares when you're older. good, we probably didn't need his response right now either. i cant wait for the nest chapter. its going to be amazing too. three amazing chapters in a row. WINNING! That's still early. i don't know what they're talking about. i love how they said they were going to check out of their hotel room today and drive to Tempe that afternoon. or was it the next afternoon?? i forgot. WELL judging by that winky face i don't know whats going to happen. i still love that 500 days of summer thing you made Alan say. it was perfection. AH! SO MANY BAND MEMBERS AND ONE LONELY MINOR ME! CURSE STATUTORY LAWS! We do balance each other out and that's what i think i love about it. we aren't like the same person. we are our own individuals and we're the best of friends. YES! DO IT! PREWRITE THE SHIT OUT OF THIS STORY! ITS GOING TO BE AMAZING!

i am too only because my friends suck *unamused blank face* ha i'm sure that Josh would love that. you know because he was in one of his moods and talking about how people that illegally download his music make him angry. i made him angry. lol. haha did you watch it and see me?? i was in it twice *smiles very widely* ME EITHER! TEA SUCKS! SHES A WHORE! That's all i can say and i don't know why she would ever cheat on them. she really doesn't deserve him. AND THEN WE WILL ALL CRY BECAUSE HE WONT BE SINGLE ANYMORE!

haha well if i had the chance to go to a party or sit and look at nature i think i'm going to pick the party honestly. you really should, that is an awesome album and i LOVE every song on it. its like one my top five favorite albums that i love every song for. YES! HE REALLY SAW IT! Here's the link It was awesome to have a part in it. I might have falling in love at first sight with him too. i mean it goes both ways. i love to dream and i do it all the time. not literally though cause i can never remember most of all of them. its been two years since you've had a monster?? that i a long freaking time. man. you're missing out. haha well what a closet freak you are. that scene was perfect, just ah. its okay if you got into it. i fangirled at that part. yeah, i know what you mean and it really is because everyone has different preferences in the attributes they find attractive. wait are you talking about Austin or Alan. Austin used to be married to this bitch that cheated on him. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY SHE DID THAT! WORST MISTAKE EVER! I don't really know too much about Alan. and that's good. (:

You are exactly right. he cant do anything at this point and they aren't together so that really means he cant do anything. *puts head down in shame* i think they taste pretty okay. man, you're the good child and i'm the rebel. i'm pretty sure its nothing new either. i mean it was just so amazing. i reread it this morning. I love You Me At Six. i don't know how you cant, but most of the time when they come on my ipod i skip it too. lol. UNLESS its from Sinners, then i never skip over it. well hopefully if you were to do that you'd be smooth about it. well of course ill tell them about it and then it will catch on after time. I KNOW! *le cries* Guess what?! I'm in a video, twice i might add, that Garrett saw for his birthday. it was awesome. pure perfection. so much love. ew, i hate the blue monster. i had the green one last night. i bought a four pack because i couldn't find just one. so you got into it then?? *wiggles eyebrows* do you have some splainin to do?? good research is always good. DON'T FORGET WE HAD ONE HELL OF A PASSIONATE KISS! Man, I am one lucky girl. yeah and i wouldn't lie about good looking guys you know that. REALLY?! I did not know that. i don't know how i feel about that. gingers make me feel good about myself sometimes because i'm sometimes better looking than them. is that wrong?? you should watch some. you would FALL IN LOVE with him just like i did. so welcome. and i will later. i'm FINALLY going to hang out with my friend that i haven't seen in what feels like two weeks. HAVE THE BESTEST BIRTHDAY PARTY EVER! (:

haha yes! especially with Alex because we don't know when he's faithful or not. I love how you said i'm the animal and you are the tamer because it seems like that is true. i mean as you are okay with that because i don't think i'd ever really be the DD. lol. WHAT?! You are probably the only person i know that would say that. i okay with wearing pants but if i had an option not to wear them then i wont. underwear is just like a bathing suit. granted yes i wouldn't wear just underwear out, then again i wouldn't do it with a bathing suit either. haha i know, aren't the just perfect?? i already know they are. i'm sure the guys would be okay if he didn't have boxers on. they're all guys and have the same parts. one of the ones from warped. its either the white one with all those colors or that orange/red looking one. you know the ones i'm talking about?? I KNOW! I LOVE THAT GIF! I was like "i really love this and need to use it but how?" man, i must be hot then. that's the only thing i can think of. that and i have an A+ personality. well you can do what you want to no one is stopping you. you don't have to drink. I REALLY LOVE THIS CHAPTER NIKKI! LIKE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! I WANT TO REREAD IT AGAIN! And I just read it last night. yeah, i love me some You Me At Six. they're amazing! yeah, I've never heard that. i think i want to say that instead of "not it" it sounds way better. i cant believe you spilled alcohol on Austin Carlile. oh and that second gif is exactly what i did when you started talking about Austin. no lie. aren't they just adorable. man i love all the gifs i used. i know that Garrett has grown up and added a lot more facial hair but i want him to forever look like how he is in that gif. Austin is PERFECTION! I have no idea what you're talking about. haha lol. That I already knew. i felt like i had one last night. i mixed a monster with some sugary candy that i don't remember what it was called and by three o'clock my head was POUNDING! Man, they don't call me a party girl in this story for no reason. i'm the funnest person there. well that's good, lets just say i'm not going to party like that for a LONG time. that scene was hot though and detailed. i felt like i was watching a movie of it and it was too sexay for most eyes. eh, at least you didn't guesstimate and actually looked the stuff up. Austin Carlile touched by boob too. man its REALLY going to suck that Jordan doesn't remember almost anything from last night. THAT'S NOT TRUE! My sister actually dated a good looking ginger. he was/is an asshole though. yes, i love both of them so much Austin and Alan. that doesn't mean that i don't love Tino or Phil though. i mean he might meet zooey deschanel. he's gotta be prepared for that. even though there's like a little more than ten year difference between the two. prepared is good. and he's the kind of guy that can look hot and adorable at the same time. i love it. well you aren't wrong. i mean have you seen interviews?? probably not, nevermind. well he is just perfection. that's all i have to say. you are so welcome my dearest Nikki! you deserve all the best birthday wishes because you are amazing. awe, so much love (:
i want to talk to you more about the next chapter but i don't want others to find out so ill text you about it soon.

ah, okay, that is better because i was like how are you whipping out names out of their mouth if they dont even know them. AHH! I JUST WANT THEM TO BE TOGETHER *SAD FACE* EXACTLY! That is what is exactly going to happen. you already made the outfit?? can i see it?? (:

it just feels like so long. ah. yeah, so are right. i mean i can hang out with friends and i can write. i'm only like once sentence into the sixth chapter. we'll see how this goes. i'm going to my friends house today a little after noon to help her de-hoard her room. its going to be all good though, we'll hang and have fun doing it. they very much are. i don't know what i want to do with the next chapter. do i do the thing with jack or do a time lapse and stuff. i have no idea. exactly, and that is one of the many reasons that i love him. WHAT?! NOT INVITED?! BLASPHEMY! Did all of you talk about it beforehand?? that really sucks. i'm sorry. there is always next year and senior year we are going to go to bamboozle. i don't even care if they have sucky bands. well actually i lie. i will care. its an online survey (warped's for what you mainly thought and who you want to see next year) you just recommend five bands you want to see in 2013. its not like its an actual paper.

You mean thirteen days isn't that long? sorry to correct you it was kind of irking me. sometimes its just fun to watch videos of him drinking and he just gets really real. hes not literally drunk. he just gets tipsy or something along those lines, but not drunk because there is a difference between the two. like one time he said "i hate how some bands are like 'you guys are great, this is the best shows at every show' no, if you guys suck i'm going to tell you." i mean drunken words are just sober thoughts. NO! I'm sure no one would ever let it get that far, but i mean you do have to admit that they see hundreds almost a thousand a day, i mean i'm not going to remember everyone if i did that too. YOU SHOULD HAVE GONE TO BAMBOOZLE! Why didn't you?? i forgot. i want to see them live too. *cries loudly* sign the survey?? you mean get them to sign the survey?? i mean i'm pretty sure if they were to sign something i wouldn't want it to be just the warped survey i took. lol (:

its not the same listening to it on youtube. its like corrupted feeling in a way. like i didn't listen to Sleeping's acoustic album until i bought it. but that's thirteen days without listening to it. i just don't know. that, that is very true. really?? i love John drunk sometimes, hes so funny. i just love him. i mean its just not the scene that they are comfortable in anymore. if that makes any sense. i mean i'd KILL to see them live. you don't even know. i'm going to take the survey and tell them i want them at 2013 warped (:

Friday is probably when I'll update c: