ehh... to be honest i dont think i'll be able to love again for a while. like, we're gonna have to move on and i saw this one guy i used to have a major crush on and he used to be a really good friend. so i tried picturing a future with him and it litterally made me feel sick and disgusted. so yeah, im basically screwed for the remainder of high school. but well, i have like a month and 3 weeks off, then i gotta go to summer band and then school again. yip. oh, and a week after school ends i gotta go back to get my music for next years show. so, all in all, "fun fun."
lol, well, honestly im not that happy about this year ending. it was amazing! i got to meet new best friends, fell in love for the first time (unfortunately, hes a senior so hes going to have to leave soon 3), got to march alot of shows (thats right, big time band geek. SAXOPHONES FTW!) and just a bunch of other stuff that made this year great.