xxcherries_is_deadxx / Comments

Hey how are you feeling? I've stopped crying as often, i need to be here for you and not weaken and let you down. I'm trying my best to get noticed in a posotive way somehow, to make a mark on the world. If i can, it's the half of me that lives on you that also has a purpose on life. You've fufiled one purpose already. I am never going to take up smoking, alcohol, drugs, or whatever after what that kind of stuff did to me. I hope you call soon. I love you, know that.

XxBleachxX

hey, if you want to use my number to stalk me and find where i live (which is fine) you can't, I moved a while ago, and so it has the wrong address. Just saying. So... Love you!

XxBleachxX

insomnia.fuck.it.im.back.here.ever.20.minutes.or.so.i.guess.maybe.ill.fall.alseep.i.love.you.bye

XxBleachxX

feeling gone.

XxBleach loves youxX

It's really hard to explain, but for the first time in YEARS I feel happy. I've looked and acted out of happyness, but I'd never gotten that feeling where i'm happy to tears inside. All because of you I am the happiest person alive. I gave you my number call anytime. I love you so fucking much, talk to you later

XxBleachxX

Alexis, I can't take this. Not having you. I can't imagine not being able to talk to you, or ever hear your voice, or ever meet you. I don't want to belive it. So it doesn't feel real. i miss you

XxBleachxX

I'm such shit. I was crying all day straight and now i can't cry anymore and i don't feel bad, i just need you to talk to me. I miss you more than words could ever say. I love you. Please come back. Damn I'm getting all fucking teary again. I love you.

XxBleachxX

I DON'T WANT YOU TO FEEL BAD BUT YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND HOW MANY TIMES I'VE BROKEN OUT CRYING IN PUBLIC AND WHY I'M LYING TO MY FAMILY AND REJECTING SO MANY PEOPLE AND DO NOT THINK YOU'RE A BAD PERSON OR WHY WOULD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU SHOULD EVER KNOW? I'D SUICIDE FOR YOU, I NEED YOU. I THREW UP AFTER I SAW YOUR REPLY AND CRIED HARDER THAN EVER. I LOVE YOU AND KNOW THAT I'LL LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU MAKE THE WRONG DESCISIONS. I love you.

XxBleachxX

I miss you so FUCKING MUCH! WHERE ARE YOU?! IF YOU GOT HURT I'D HAVE NO WAY OF KNOWING AND IT'S BEEN WEEKS SINCE YOU TALKED TO ME! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU. ONCE YOU SEE THIS GIVE ME ANY REPLY, A LETTER OR NUMBER, OR AA CONVERSATION I NEED YOU AND I'M SCARED

XxBleachxX

Hey, it's been a while since I've seen you. Are you okay? I miss you. Come back soon

XxBleachxX

wow i love your profile

come.i.need.you.more.than.ever.and.more.than.anyone

Hi What's up? nice profile...

i updated

HOLY FUCKING GODAMNED SHIT I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE MY MOM BITCH COME SAVE ME

I'm bored and it is time for my cell stories:
The ride to the new jail was harsh. The weather sucked, it was raining so heavy you could die, and that wasn’t a very good thing right now. Because all I wanted to do was be with Gerard. I missed him. BADLY. As we slowly approached the prison, I frowned. There were no other cars with prisoners. Gerard wouldn’t be coming.

I'm making a story collection of our adventures, but ill finish this later. I'm going to sleep

I need to ask you something important:

why do you care about me so much?

I'll say the same thing to you as i said to molly:
I'm alive
I'm here
I'm not leaving
I love you
It's over
I promise

cut myself badly
if i die youll tell if i dont respond in at least 2 weeks, and youll know im gone
but whatever happens i love you forever
and if its nessisary goodbye

I'm really not going to give away anything in my story, but here's a teaser-

I'm going to go learn more about chemo right now