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Okay! That works for me, make their death slow though. Just a small slit that they can't stop from bleeding! Look at me, all sadistic

Hey. I go back to school tomorrow. And I feel really bad for not updating my story. It is just my cousin won't read it and that really doesn't help my motivation. And you are my only commenter, I lost a subscriber. Thank you for reading it though!!! I will try to update this week. Sorry again!

Orrrrrr, I could keep my feelings to myself so as not to creep him out and ruin a great and so far long lasting friendship. *sigh* I know you're right though. gr, just like my cousin, always right. I'll probably tell him at semester, or sooner, so my heart doesn't explode or give out due to over working it and it being a bitch and beating way to fast around him. On another note, YOU ARE SO LUCKY THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TO JERSEY! The furthest places from my home I have been is Progue and the Czech Republic. But I was like four so all I remember is this plaza covered in snow, a cat, and chasing chickens.

That's cool for you. Yeah, we socialize with random strangers, contradictory to what we are told to do as children. It is good and I will get to visit, even if I will have to drive seven hours to do so. We are moving north so I am just looking at it as seven hours closer to Jersey. XD Which is still pretty damn fat. The only really sad thing is that I am leaving that guy, who I truly think I am almost in love with. I was thinking might actually grow some lady balls this year and tell him my feelings, or something mushy like that. Now I might, the day I leave. Hehe. The way I roll. I am just laying awake in my bed know, thinking of every single fuckin way I am going to make the most of this year. Wake up for school eager, never miss a day, regardless the reasons I may want to stay home, hug everyone, every day, and get together with my two best guy friends as much as possible! It is going to be tough. I will see then Friday, and I have already come up with like a hundred ways to tell them. Sit them down, sit down with them, go to some tall grass and collapse in it while yelling it out, sitting on a sofa with them holding their hands and telling them quietly, hugging them and whispering it in their ears, randomly saying it, and many more. Sorry for the long ass comment, I just gotta get it out. Sorry

Sadly I live in the states and will stay here, in the same state, texas, until a miracle happens. I wish I would move out of the country but sadly, my dad is only a humble engineer. Nothing more. And I know, "everything will be okay in the end. If it is not okay, it isn't the end," I'm not exactly sure who said that, I think it was my cousin though.

Yeah. Now to top it all off my dad just told us we are moving to a new city next summer. My first move, ever. My heart is breaking now.

Haha, of course you can use the lolipop thing, I mean look at me, using the codfish thing from Mary Popins. Okay, sorry that I lied. I went to see a movie for my birthday that was in April. (it was my sister's gift that I never used) I saw my best friend(guy) who I just so happen to have a crush on since forever and then I went and had a mini heart attack and cried. Cuz I haven't seen him all summer and I have been thinking of him all summer and it was just all too much. And then I got home at four and my heart was pounding and swelling and throbbing and it still feels like it has rocks in it. So I went on a walk and sat in some tall grass for a while. (in my greenbelt) And now all I have the energy to do is lay in my bed, listening to music. I am lovesick, I admit it. Ugh, I don't know when I am gonna get around to updating and I am sorry about that. I know lovesickness isn't an excuse. And I am sooooooo sorry. I hope you will forgive me eventually.

Exactly like Gerard! :) my cousin and I are both like addicted. And we love Gee. SOOOO, yeah. And awww, I'm so glad you don't think they are suckish, just for that, I am posting the next one right now, since I just finished it. :D

I just wanted to say that my chapters are short because this story was written in a text message conversation. It is hard to transfer that into a legit story that is actually half way decent. I appreciate you commenting! And I am going to just type out the whole thing before I post anymore, so bear with me. And once I do that there will be even more becaus eguess what, my cousin left the story to me and I have to write the rest.

It ist finished. Just one chapter. But once I get some readers I will post more!

So, I wrote a story with my cousin called Stuck Waiting. If you could read it and/or get it out there that would be great. :)

Thank you!
It will be updated really soon! :) x
Quite busy at the moment. ;)