Don't worry about that, it's great to see a person that's not all fake-sympathetic for my loss. I'd prefer to be hurt with the truth rather than comforted by a lie.
I think randomness is a sign that you're a little crazy. But in order to live life without feeling too exposed or beaten down on you have to be a little crazy. It helps, that's why I like being crazy.
At school it's busy, busy, busy but when I'm at home there's not much to do and yesterday the internet died on me so I was even more bored. Obviously now it's fixed and I'm quite happy.
In other news, I'm now an official member of the Linkin Park Underground.