I know! It's extremely hard! =D
I love all your icons btw! That's another thing that I had trouble with. Lol. I think I have over 500 saved and I wanted to put all of them down but had to restrain myself!
Wow the first chapter brought me to tears and the second even more so knowing and recognizing who your talking to at least for me is like idk heart wrenching wouldn't even grasp it. Sad It's put into such beautiful words very well written I really can't wait to read the rest!!=D
and how everyone's talking about it makes it even worse.