Fuck fuck fuck. I just wrote a long ass thing and lost it.. AGAIN >:C
I'm working on recording a new video. I'm such a loser :P I don't get how you put up with me. Cam tried talking to me twice, but I missed him :( I haven't talked him much this week. .-. I wish I had time on my phone. /: Pain pain go away don't come back another day :( I feel like I'm slowly dying inside dffhfjhdfkhsdfhkjfghfdkg Yesterday I felt awful all day till 10pm I was in an awful mood, my mom like ruined my morning by slapping me for no reason. I said so much awful stuff about my self after she slapped me.. I just felt kinda worthless, I don't know why I felt this way, I've felt this way a lot /:
I hope I'll know some day~