life is shit

you know how everybody is like "You have to love your parents" and all that shitwell like hell i doaccording to my mom im a useless selfish bitch who should dielets see if those people who say that crap have even gotten the shit beat out of them by their momlets see how they fell about them after thatbut the sucky part is that no one will believe me if i tell themlast time i ran away my mom locked...
December 8th, 2008 at 05:35am

first day of school and ***ed up life

My new school sucks. That's all there is to say. I have no friends. My first day i talked to nobody. I sat on the stairs by myself to eat lunch. Today i refused to go to school. So i didnt go. I fucked up and got kicked out of my old school. Right now i feel so fucing bad. I'm 15 and im an acholic and a pill popper. im such a fuck up. but im following in my uncle and my dad. my uncle is an acholic...
August 21st, 2008 at 05:51am

talking to gerard way and jacoby shaddix

one of my best fucking friends got to talk to gerard way and jacoby shaddix and didnt tell me. they are two of my heroes. i cant figure out why she didnt tell me. it actually hurts alot to have something like that happen. she knows that i wouldnt do anything dumb or something. but god something that big and would mean so much to me to only know, damn i cant figure it out. so annie rose if your...
August 17th, 2008 at 05:54am

Horseys

I have no idea how i am going to ride in a horse competition with a fucked up wrist. My mom got pissed and decided to grab my wrist and throw me against a wall. So now both wrists are bruised and i think i have marks on my face from where she slapped me again. I have no idea if i can even ride let alone jump like this. I really need to place well in this competition. If anybody has any ideas of...
June 10th, 2008 at 07:13am

panic concert in kansas city mo on 6/1/08

my mom wont let me goso if you are going and have a parent with you please replymy mom wont let me go with friends with a parentso would it be possible to have your parent meet me somewhereand pick me upi realllllllly want to go and my friend got me a ticketso all that you would have to do is hang out with me and my awesome no trouble causing friends :)so if you are going and are willing to act as...
May 30th, 2008 at 03:07am

MCR Concert Review

So i went to an mcr concert with billy talentBilly Talent- FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!they were so energetic and hyperthe lead singer was freaking awesomeit was funny cause on their short 5 second breakthey all picked up a beer at the same time and chugged itand it was all in syncMy Chemical Romance- BEST EVER!!!!!i have never seen a better band livegerard was fucking hottbob grew his hair outmikey has...
April 21st, 2008 at 07:11pm

mcr and eating disorders

i am so happy!!!im going to a mcr concert 2morrow!but its with my cousin who dresses like a cheerleader.....so hopefully she doesnt get beat up.....that would suck.....and i like putting ......... after stuff if u hvent noticesbut then im not so happy about something elsei found out that 2 of my friends are aneroxici have no idea how to help themone of them doesnt mean to barf her foodbut she just...
April 14th, 2008 at 06:41pm

getting kicked out of school

it is so unfairi am getting kicked out of my school for getting C's and D'snow i have to go to another school with my ex bf's druggie friendsand it SUCKSi so wish i could drop out right nowi see now reason to keep on going to schooli just want to work on a tour somewhere and be part of the crewthat way i could be with bands and listen to great musici hate lifei thought i actually would get good...
April 7th, 2008 at 05:40am