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Then why does it feel like it's my fault?

I wish it was soon, I miss him but I don't want to say that I'm taken when I don't even know what's going on and bleh.

LOL, yep XDDD
I dunno really, I mean, I can start off one. But the farthest I get is about four sentences before I have to quit. I feel like I'm invading violating their personal space by writing about them.
I'm weird, I know.

It's hard to even think that he does love me because he just left and it feels like he did it just to keep me or something, I don't know. It just hurts that he left and he still hasn't come back.

I mean he said he loved me and stuff, but how am I to be so sure?
I guess I really don't trust that right now, I don't trust that really anyone loves me.
Just too much shit has been going on.

Thank ya.
Well I've talked about this to most of my friends, that I shouldn't have to wait without knowing what's really going on and he's only hurting me which could just hurt my health even more so there's really no point right now to be dating. I don't need to be hurt and I just need to be happy, you know?

He's kind of a lyrical genius. :)

Well...
I lost them
But they were good :3
lol

-high fives-
I rarely ask fangirl-esque. I only go all when I watch youtube vids of them doing adorable stuff. I'm a sucker for adorkable boys~
I can't write real person fanfictions anymore. I stopped doing so about...three/four years now? Maybe five, can't remember exactly. It just makes me feel very uncomfortable, so I avoid it all-together.

I'm such a fucking spaz, Daryl. D:
And, quite frankly, life sucks.
You?

Don't be distressed if it is, though.
Because that always happens.

Yeah.

Well, it's just not her type of music. She likes country music.
She's a tad weird in my eyes.

S'so confusing! :P Cause they're both blonde with blue!

I'M complicated. An emotional wreck, really. Just a, I don't know...heads up, I guess. You just don't know what you're getting yourself involved with.
It's nice to meet you, too, Daryl. It doesn't really matter, call me Dan, Daniel, Danny...whatever you wish.

Nah, don't be sorry. That's just my luck.

Joon is indeed, incredibly amazing!!!! :D

Yeah, that was strange. I think it was like when he was remembering he would get darker. I thought it was interesting to see him have an actual character. The Hatter, I mean.

Yeah, I just don't know why it happens, it just does.
For sure.
Probably not, but it'd be most definitely worth it.
Although I have to say, I'd rather not die, so I'd try to keep myself under control while listening to him singing. [s]Only to fail completely and have a breakdown.[/s] I swear I'm not a teenie fangirl, I just tend to have random moments...heh.

It's fine, really.