Velvet_BladeCiB / Comments

yeah i was looking at him in class.
big mistake.
I'm trying to take intrest in others but nothing works
i sent him this song..http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=tEYdyPc8Mjo
i hope he doesn't check his email.
i kno it sucks it's only been a little over a week
since him and i have talked and it hurts,
but he's over it so i have to move on...
i just keep telling myself all the wrong things
like he still loves my and shit.
Your ex needs to figure out what he
wants for sure.
he should n't drag you along.

just dont let him just drag you along.
it's not fair to you or his girl.
i wish cody WASM"T over me though.
Today was so hard for me.
he kept looking at me...
maybe cuz i was looking at him...
why is it so easy for him?! ='(
Stay strong and hold your own.
make sure he's not pulling anything.
as long as ur happy wit ur choice
i'll support you.

ir really does depend on my mood on wether i'm doing good.
i just just he was thinking of me.
i can't stop thinking about him.
i kno wht u mean by doing things
you wouldn't normally do
he is so much like my ex.
they don't get that it does matter.
when cody finally told me he
was never going to date me
i started to get less confused,
yeah it hurts but i feel better
knowing how he feels.
i hope things so better
keep me updated!

kelsey is one of my ex's and my friend and i was taking my agner out on him.
i'm getting over.
it's easier since we dont talk.
it hurts a lot sometimes and
then other times i'm like
:haha fuck u,
ur missing out"
it depends.
sigh, guys suck.
how are u?

Yeah. It's a lot to handle, a lot to have on my plate right now too. Yes, times get rough and things get a little confusing. I'm sorry; try and stay positive.

it's so hard to be optimistic..
but i'll try u try to
he sent me this today "hey, quit rippin on kelsey. he has nothing to do with us. hes my friend, but that wouldnt stop me from wanting to be with you. if you would have just listened to me throughout the last month or so u should have been able to tell i was never gunna go through with us. i repeatedly said "i dont think we are going to work" and i meant it. kelsey told me not to let him screw me and you up. so if you think he doesn't care, he does, but he always knew that i didnt actually want to be with you. nobody made me not want to be with you... i just dont." when he had been holding my hand and shit...he was using me.
i hope u get happier soon..
so u can be happy for both of us.

:c I hope you feel better. I'm feelin' a bit down because my plan for college is kinda falling through. I'm only a freshman in hs this year but, eh... I want a for sure plan and everything keeps changing. I just wanna help people. but i don't want to be a shrink.

at least you're forgetting about him...
even if it's just because you're buisy.
it's been three days with out talking to him.
i dnt like feeling like i'm going to cry.
it's like im sucha freakin baby.
i feel better about myself when he's not around
but there's also a part that feels like there's something missing..
maybe i just need to find so1 else.
So to stay strong today i wrote DON'T on my hand
--------------------
Dont
Obsess he's
Not worth
The Tears
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even if it was stupid it made me feel better when i looked at it. =)

thanx for the poem comment =)
and yeah i know it will hurt.
but i'm going to try to not be an egg.
it's a saying my friends and i say.
don't be an egg, don't crack I'm better with out him.
i actually am starting to believe that now.
thanx so much for supporting me through this.
i hope your starting to feel better about ur ex also.

i liked ur poem. i left a comment.
i am official done with my ex i think.
he said mot to talk to him at all
and that the only reason he kisses me
is because I "come on to" him.
Its not like a control the dumb ass.
i find that as chicken to really admit he's an ass

:) pretty good. kinda bleh, i don't feel very well. how about you?

You seem lovely. (: Hi, I'm Felicia.

thank you. i didn't know if you saw i replied to ur last message. i have something to tell you but i think i'll just send it to u through a message =)

i have a new poem if you want to read it =)

i thought he liked me becuase of my personality but i'm not so sure anymore.
he just has changed so much but i can still tell that good caring person may be inside of him somewhere. i just am not really sure wht to do anymore. i dont wanna care but i do. i feel like i always will. gosh. boys screw everything in a girl's brain up haha.
after we broke up there were guys that liked me but i guess u can kinda say i have high standards because i wnt them to treat me as amazing as my ex did..when he WAS amazing. like i said b4 he has changed alot.
have u done anything exciting lately?

so what do you major in?
i'm pumped for graphic design.
My weekend was good.
i watched the lion king 1 and 2
i also made a new song with my best friend and with a little more work we'll hopefully play it at a cafe.
heart ache sucks huge whale penis haha
have u meant anyone since your ex?

i just finished reading The Host by Stephenie Meyer, i love Darren Shan (demoata, cirque du freak) and Lauren Kate (fallen). Alice In Zombieland. Night World. House of Night. Stuff like that.

fun? umm... read, write, draw. imagine i can get the guy i want hahah
hby?

i would trade u in a heart beat.
i want to grow up.
I'm going to a college for graphic design.
in the words of spongebob "i'm ready, i'm ready..." haha
yeah i'm suck on my ex. he always raises my hope and then drops me.
~it's fabulous.
So hows ur week end?

uhh, not so well, but shit happens, right?