I don't know if it was really Gerard's fault.
I just think it was my own.
Caue lately I've been thinking about a family member of mine,
he's in the army. And he's away from home. And I miss him so badly.
I really just want him home and safe. And when it got to the chrous of "And would you stay right here? When I tell you, that someone out there loves you. Would you stay right here? Well I'd tell you, that someone out there loves you after all." and I kinda freaked out a little...But i'm okay. I'm just going to have to deal, besides, he's coming home in february...so its all good :D
okay, im good. I was just listening to an MCR song and started crying. It was the song "stay". And I was going on my Gerard rant, as you can see on my profile...and yeah. It just really got to me. Sorry for being really dramatic. :[
i think i got...2 texts from him....saying "Merry Christmas<3"
and "happy new years. i love you." when I got that one, I was like,
oh, NO! This little shit has the nerve to say this when I haven't
heard from him since CHRISTMAS!
gah, but he gave me this sexy little smirk when he walked by me!
but it was like...half smirk...half glare or something...
but it was still a sexy smirk!!!