deceptive.sight / Comments

cant wait to talk to you again :D
and yay i'm glad your going to add me
i was thinking about doing the same tehe
yuck i need to get back to the gym too

blah i know and i always talk to a lot of people
but i also write reallllly long comments lol
sometimes i don't but that's only because i don't know what to say -shrugs-

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sorry if it's taking me forever to reply
but i keep getting a bunch of comments

i know people need to stop saying stuff about kids like us
we cant help that we get depressed hell real people
with real emotions should get sad sometime
you cant be happy with your life every waking moment

i wish we did too
i hate never being able to relate to anyone
these kids try to make everyone think their god damned perfect
blah i hate kids like that
and i'm mean to the most popular girl in my grade just because she was like "eww your being so fucking emo it's stupid"
and the other kids keep saying that the emo kids should leave the school
it gets me so mad sometimes

that's how i was last year, always getting bad moods and then not talking to even my best friend for hours, i just hated being at that school and i was sick of people either whistling at me or making fun of me

i have friends at my new school
but i'm mean to the popular girls because they call me emo too
i can be a friendly person and totally sweet
but that's if someone doesn't make me mad
you can tell when i'm mad because i like to swear a lot
yeah i guess it does take guts
and i'm glad that i have guts to do that because i'd love to be in a band someday

i sing infront of my whole school
which isn't that much but still
try singing to 900 kids
that didn't even scare me
i just have lots of self confidence
and they say i'm emo....then i would be a loner most likely
and not talk to anyone and i don't want to do that

it's only because when i was really young
i was a cheerleader and was a ballet dancer
so i loved my time to shine
haha i wish i was that social now
usually i just sit there with my head down
i don't like too many people in my school

ugh i felt like crap yesterday too, fat ugly and all yucky it was because i was sitting around all day
i like standing infront of a crowd idk why though
i've never been afraid to preform or anything infront of people

they will in three years when i get out of this placeeee
haha

how was your day though?

=/ i wish that i could move in with one of my friends or something
or move to jersey where my aunt lives
anything would be better then going to school where i do now

i know these kids hate their school to no end, and i don't blame them
it's a really poor school which sucks
and usually the parents that have kids going there
actually graduated from there, i mean my mom even graduated from there,
she likes the school but i hate it to no end

well in my school everyone has known each other since kindergarten
and it's pretty unfair because i just met them all and i'm in ninth
they know everything about each other and my school is so weird the grades go from Kindergarten to Twelfth grade

ugh i hope this semester goes better for me too
it's hard being new in such a small school
since everyone knows everyone
and i only know my cousins :/

i don't think anyone really wants to do things for school
it's just blah
school sucks
but hey we need an education to go somewhere in life, right?

i'm sick but i'm alright
today went better then i thought it would :]

but i still don't like school

no problem :]

how are you?

random comment but i like your pics of mcr and a7x :]

Hello!
Thanks for welcoming me.
I'm fine. And yourself?