I'm beginning to consider leaving Mibba. My writing is so very different from the writing here, I admittedly feel like I don't belong. So many people are so alike and while that's good for you guys to find people like yourselves I have yet to ever meet a soul like me except for in my grandmother who lives in Florida.And I put so much of my soul into my writing that nobody understands it except...

Today was lovely. I love that word, lovely, I also love people who use it. A lot of bad things happened but I made myself smile so I'll be alright. I always am.Today my grandmother who's eccentric and sweet and lives in Florida told me the nicest thing.She said I'm making a difference in this world.No one has ever old me that, not really. It's all I want. Is to make a difference. I want to change...

i've lost the will to live, i just don't want to die.where is my mind, i've lost myself,i want things to make sensei want to be happy.i just want to sleepsing me to sleepi'm tired and i want to go to bedwhy do i do thiscan't i be a normal girlmy heart is so heavy, everyone is screaming at me, i just want quiet.please let me sleepi'm so scared,animals are hiding in my mindready to pounce and eat...

I need to vent this somewhere.I miss Rose, so much. She, and the Doctor were perfect together. It just hurt so much when she had to go. I rewatched Doomsday yesterday, and spent the night in tears.I just really relate to Rose so much. She was just a shop girl, wasn't really going anywhere in life. Then she got whisked away to a life filled with adventure. Travelling time with the Doctor.I want...

Today was a good day, I suppose. Sleeping, eating, drinking, sitting, walking, everything was so mindlessly boring. At least I didn't have to go to school.School is the worst. People like vultures, picking at me, eating the remnants of my mind away. They think their words don't hurt, it's all harmless fun. I suppose it is. All just a silly little game that I'll always lose.So it was a good day,...