How can I write this without swearing

My dad just asked me for money again. And I have no idea what to do. The fact is that I'm supposed to be going to college but I dropped out and he doesn't know. This is because I haven't told him as he is very much an African father when it comes to education i.e he will disown me when he finds out. And he will find out if I have no money to give him because I don't receive an allowance anymore....
September 19th, 2011 at 08:39pm

To daddy, with love. I hate you.

I can't believe I still live with you. I can't believe you're the only parent I have now. It means I have no one on my side. No one who cares about me pursuing my own hapiness. All you care about is what people think of me as a reflection on you. Don't you realise that none of your children love you. Don't you realise that all those years telling us we suck, telling us that we've failed and that...
September 16th, 2011 at 08:54am